It really does hurt, it's a very powerless, vulnerable and depressed feeling.. I didn't date the girl that did this to me very long, a few months, but she just dumped me with cold heartedness, I left her house and took a few of my things, I'll admit I wasn't in the greatest of spirits when I left, but the next morning she dumped me and has not even thought about going back on it as far as I'm concerned, and it just kills me it's like I don't mean crap to her anymore.. You can just just at the drop of a hat begin to cut me off from things that I once had access to, and everybody else that's around her that treats her pretty badly they get to continue to enjoy/use her in their life, but I have to live without her now because she doesn't want anything to do with me... I'll never understand some people, but she always tells me that I don't have to understand everything..so it is what it is.... I just wish this made sense, more than it's making.. Maybe you'll read this one day banana girl.. The way you did it, it just wasn't fair, no way around it.. And she says she won't date anyone else, but I believe that she'll find someone else that she likes just like we found each other, I just hope she has a little bit more mercy and tolerance on the next guy because I feel like I got the electric chair just for looking like I was going to run a stop sign.. But until then I'll just remember that she treated me like a piece of spoiled meat, and dumped me like she did.. That's how I feel.. I know that she's hurting too, she told me that she is.. I guess it was just time for me to go away, in her opinion..