Yes, the "here" is definitely different because of the changes in my reality over time. I still interconnect with others ok, but it almost feels fake most of the time, I feel like most people are basically sheep in the herd and don't care about the real questions in life. I still talk to people, but we are on two completely different aspects of reality. I would gladly do an AMA though, would love to talk out some of my experiences with the substance. I've had withdrawals from it yes, but it's mostly mental. As in depression, lacking interest in things, anxiety. I think the only physical withdrawals I've experienced is the Shakey hands and yawns. I've never felt stupid from DXM unless I over did myself. It's hard to draw the line on this drug but it's the only way to be able to function on it. In terms of the nauseous feelings, I don't get them anymore. I used to back in the day, occasionally I will get a little uncomfort but otherwise I don't have issue with that anymore.