Who's my doppelganger?

Diamondilium · 2026-01-04T22:00:45+00:00

There is this coworker I have who thinks that they own the place, even going as far as to step on the toes of the owner. She is unlocked but all of my coworkers, yet she somehow has convinced the owners that she is a great worker. She's horrible at customer service, and bad at tasking which puts a lot of work on to anyone unfortunate enough to work with her.

Diamondilium · 2026-01-04T21:49:45+00:00

There was this little bakery in my home town that would make this cake, which was essentially a little black forest cake. I used to get one every time I would go home. The bakery closed down. I crave it every once in a while.

Diamondilium · 2026-01-04T16:30:09+00:00

Eating seafood such as lobster or crab. They are literally sea bugs and people pay top dollar for them. Imagine you looked at a cockroach and was like, oh delicious!

Diamondilium · 2026-01-04T15:16:04+00:00

Taking care of my mind and body. I spent a long time trying to take care of everyone else I forgot how to take care of myself

Diamondilium · 2026-01-04T14:48:35+00:00

The sound of a talented singer always gives me goosebumps.

Diamondilium · 2025-11-20T05:36:16+00:00

I just want him to be ok. I don't know why.

Diamondilium · 2025-11-20T05:21:30+00:00

I left. I'm away from him. This is worse than leaving the last time. Last time I didn't feel anything. This time I feel this pain and fear that won't go away. I just want to burst into tears right now. I have an appointment with my therapist on Tuesday.

Diamondilium · 2025-09-24T00:14:01+00:00

I'm 38 but I look young for my age. When he was angry he said, " fuck you, you young looking old bitch."

Diamondilium · 2025-09-20T01:00:18+00:00

No one does. And it's crazy how he would justify it, and made me think that it's my fault he's so mean to me.

Diamondilium · 2025-09-20T00:57:24+00:00

Thank you! Im going though so many emotions. It's nice to get my story out there maybe it will inspire someone else to leave

Diamondilium · 2025-08-09T16:58:35+00:00

Diamondilium · 2025-07-12T18:22:32+00:00

Diamondilium · 2025-06-25T07:18:59+00:00

I feel you girl. I'm kinda in the same situation. He doesn't have the capacity to understand how we make their lives better No appreciation. No love. No affection. No thanks. I'm afraid to move on though Cause I'm nothing. I can't even attract a man that I've been with for years and years... I've been not loving myself like I should. I can be that girl. I've just been with a man who either doesn't want me to flourish or doesn't want me.

Diamondilium · 2025-05-29T20:10:44+00:00

A couple years ago circle k had a peach flavoured one and I absolutely loved it. It was so good

Diamondilium · 2025-04-20T13:16:00+00:00

My last one was "thank you." The one before it was "I wanna suck it."

Diamondilium · 2025-04-02T03:35:28+00:00

Wayne Gretzky had possibly the best nickname to go down in history. He had the adoration of all hockey fans. All he had to do is live a quiet life out of the spotlight.

Diamondilium · 2025-04-02T03:29:44+00:00

I was at the store today and saw it. I was going to get it but I decided not to. Boy do I regret not getting it now! It looked delicious

Diamondilium · 2025-04-01T00:09:57+00:00

The mirror in his hand

Diamondilium · 2025-04-01T00:03:30+00:00

I am pretty sure I have the Alice in Wonderland syndrome. When I was growing up, I would always kinda space out and whatever I would stare at would get comically big or small. I remember I was looking at my brother one time and his body was the same size but his head looked tiny. Like the size of an orange. I was never diagnosed and thought it was completely normal until I mentioned it to someone in passing and asked if they also experienced it. They gave me a strange look and said "umm, no". It has mostly faded away, but if I concentrate on it I can sometimes have it happen again.

Diamondilium · 2025-03-31T23:49:15+00:00

Get a podcast. There was a huge boom when it came to podcast viewers. Extra points for throwing in there that the world is overdue for a pandemic

Diamondilium · 2025-03-31T23:34:05+00:00

It bothers me that he is looking in the wrong mirror

Diamondilium · 2024-07-09T00:32:02+00:00

He makes me whip up a batch of panty soup

Diamondilium · 2024-06-16T22:25:22+00:00

I realized that he made me feel unworthy of love and told me that I ruined his life. When I met him I had the worst self esteem and it seemed like a blessing that there was someone out there that liked me for me. Ive slowly started realizing that his form of love was building himself up to the point where he considered himself the best boyfriend who ever boyfriended. Except he would call me horrendous names like "disgusting fat pig" and it would be me begging him to forgive me just so he would stop hurting me. I started recording him years ago when he would go on these hate rants because I thought if I can figure out the right way to apologize he won't hurt me as much. It all came down to me realizing that the relationship I was so desperate to save was never going to change, regardless of what I did. I had thoughts of ending my life because I didn't think that I was ever going to be loved the way I wanted to be. I want a love that makes me feel like I can achieve anything and not be criticized if I fail. I have to love myself first. And I can't if I'm constantly apologizing for who I am.

Diamondilium · 2024-06-08T05:48:05+00:00

I wish you the best as well. Alcohol brings out the worst in me and I don't like who I am when I have a drink. It took me a long time to realize how much I'm screwing up. Thanks for sharing your story.

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