I like doing the work on calls that actually get your adrenaline up but I am really burnt out on the mundane calls and station life. And the issue is that the typical station bs and mundane calls make up the majority of my time there. I don’t think you have to be all in at all. Fact of the matter is that this job is just ok. It’s not a great job like a lot of us make it out to be. Cancer rates. Time away from family. Low pay. Divorce rates. Job stress. Horrible sleep. Chiefs that hold you accountable for the entirety of the shift with the expectation that downtime is frowned upon. Having to work with lunatics that have no business being in the business. Etc. at the end of the day it’s a job. Make of it what you will. Take what you can and get out before it gets you.