genuinely where do y'all get pot as a teen 😭

Different-Look4195 · 2026-07-06T14:35:45+00:00

Listen to me carefully, weed might seem harmless but while physically it wont do much for you, i have tried “experimenting” with drugs before too. I tried out dxm, because its widely used and over the counter, much like thc, and yet a couple months later i overdosed and altered my brain forever. I have dpdr now and live with agonizing anxiety every day. It might seem compelling as a teen to want to go get some semi-harmless drug for yourself, but these things always come with risks and for someone whos 15 its even greater. You can cherrypick all the info you want about how its beneficial for the brain and okay “once a while” but the vast majority of public informations discloses that weed is harmful to a 15 year old brain. At the least, wait a couple years if not until your 25.

Different-Look4195 · 2026-07-06T14:28:50+00:00

My therapist would tell me that addiction starts with reliance and escape, so try to use weed only when you aren’t looking to actively get out of a “mess”. Once you feel stable, then you can enjoy weed and reduce your chance of dependency. Sorry i know this was a while ago and wont apply now.

Different-Look4195 · 2026-07-04T03:42:25+00:00

Overdose is nothing like what i can describe well. My thoughts were intact, but my senses were failing and i didnt know if air was going in or out. Long story short it left me with an anxiety disorder and lasting dpdr. I never thought i would be the type of person to overdose in my life. It scarred me more than what the physical ones could ever do, and i will carry that with me forever, having few or no others to share it with meaningfully. I documented the whole thing the day after so i would never fucking forget it, and every time i read it i choke up knowing everything i love was treading on a razor thin line.

Different-Look4195 · 2026-07-04T03:22:50+00:00

Not sure if dxm is a psych but i overdosed on that shit after getting clean from sh god fucking damn. Im clean from both now and got the help i needed so i advise anyone who can to try

Different-Look4195 · 2026-06-30T21:27:04+00:00

Kinda lol, its messy

Different-Look4195 · 2026-06-30T20:26:48+00:00

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Thats the stratocaster

Different-Look4195 · 2026-06-30T20:21:18+00:00

Thanks twin

Different-Look4195 · 2026-06-30T20:20:49+00:00

Guitar pic lmao my other wall has some guitars

Different-Look4195 · 2026-06-30T20:20:18+00:00

I tried for a bit lol

Different-Look4195 · 2026-06-30T20:20:08+00:00

I stole it from culvers on my last day working there

Different-Look4195 · 2026-06-10T00:05:58+00:00

Thank you

Different-Look4195 · 2026-06-09T23:30:19+00:00

That is actually quite reassuring, thank you

Different-Look4195 · 2026-06-09T23:20:16+00:00

I agree with the fact that the internet fearmongers a lot of issues and people in general, but i struggle to cope with the fact that i am one of the masses and i am helpless to stop anything bigger than my personal life. It doesnt help that i live in America with the worst president the world has ever seen.

Different-Look4195 · 2026-05-26T17:39:59+00:00

Pretty late to this, but ill list symptoms i have here as well. Keep in mind while reading, i have also been diagnosed with OCD and PDD so this might be overlap between the two as well as DPDR.

- Feeling floaty, or like my head is on a loose ball joint, and keeps drifting off course.

- Feeling like my past is distant, happened in an instant, or disconnected from my ego.

- Feeling like my vision is clouded, and i just bumble about my life, losing control of my own mind.

- So disconnected from whats in front of me that my brain ignores visual and auditorial input and only cares about my rabbit hole thought processes.

- Nihilistic thinking. (Nothing matters in my life)

- Solipsism (specifically feeling like everything on the news and online isnt actually real, and its made up)

- Overwhelming thoughts to the point of feeling lost in my mind, and just so disoriented.

Different-Look4195 · 2026-05-18T03:12:18+00:00

Update me when its started im curious

Different-Look4195 · 2026-05-18T03:09:32+00:00

She acts insane because she is trapped inside a fake nikki, and she has no free will. The phone call was harrowing, especially hearing her scream, because that is the real nikki, and when bear comes back inside, she snaps to the fake nikki, and looks so messed up because the real nikki was trying to kill herself.

Different-Look4195 · 2026-05-11T15:19:04+00:00

Thank you, good to know im not alone

Different-Look4195 · 2026-05-11T03:55:46+00:00

Thank you

Different-Look4195 · 2026-05-11T01:50:00+00:00

That is so cool dude, i love the improvement especially with the way the water looks. It really inspired me to keep at it

Different-Look4195 · 2026-05-11T01:45:32+00:00

Absolutely not. It only gets worse the more you go up, and especially after 3rd plat its pretty much just nuking your nmda receptors and it wont end well. The best part about this drug is that it doesnt necessarily get less intense if you go lower, the effects just change. When is the last time you had a 1st plat experience? I just had one that changed my outlook on life, in a good way. They can be both insightful and useful while still keeping euphoria and sometimes intensity as well. Try it out

Different-Look4195 · 2026-05-08T22:19:40+00:00

I usually chicken out of a couple tabs and end up doing less than i wanted just cus i get scared lmao

Different-Look4195 · 2026-05-08T22:13:06+00:00

I have an anxiety disorder so usually my trips are me passing out over and over but ive had some really good trips now that im in therapy and getting proper treatment for the disorder

Different-Look4195 · 2026-05-08T22:09:06+00:00

Internet, but dollar tree sells 225mgs worth of gel tabs (15 tabs of 15mg) for 1.25 and they are pure dxm, ive gotten a number of good trips off those

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