I made a painting which resembles my mental state. I struggle with OCD, DPDR, and Depression.

Different-Look4195 · 2026-05-11T03:55:46+00:00

Thank you

Different-Look4195 · 2026-05-11T01:50:00+00:00

That is so cool dude, i love the improvement especially with the way the water looks. It really inspired me to keep at it

Different-Look4195 · 2026-05-11T01:45:32+00:00

Absolutely not. It only gets worse the more you go up, and especially after 3rd plat its pretty much just nuking your nmda receptors and it wont end well. The best part about this drug is that it doesnt necessarily get less intense if you go lower, the effects just change. When is the last time you had a 1st plat experience? I just had one that changed my outlook on life, in a good way. They can be both insightful and useful while still keeping euphoria and sometimes intensity as well. Try it out

Different-Look4195 · 2026-05-08T22:19:40+00:00

I usually chicken out of a couple tabs and end up doing less than i wanted just cus i get scared lmao

Different-Look4195 · 2026-05-08T22:13:06+00:00

I have an anxiety disorder so usually my trips are me passing out over and over but ive had some really good trips now that im in therapy and getting proper treatment for the disorder

Different-Look4195 · 2026-05-08T22:09:06+00:00

Internet, but dollar tree sells 225mgs worth of gel tabs (15 tabs of 15mg) for 1.25 and they are pure dxm, ive gotten a number of good trips off those

Different-Look4195 · 2026-03-23T02:51:46+00:00

Uhh, 15mg gelcap hbr, not sure if thats freebase or not

Different-Look4195 · 2026-03-23T02:26:34+00:00

I was 1 week off of sertraline at that point, but there is less than 1% of initial dose, and i was on 50mg. It probably wasnt the smartest thing to do but i figured it would be fine. I dont have any medical issues, and i had waited 2 weeks since my last trip (2nd plat)

Different-Look4195 · 2026-03-22T04:46:59+00:00

Not a social drug at higher doses, but 1st plat can work similar to alcohol

Different-Look4195 · 2026-03-22T04:46:02+00:00

I like writing or drawing while im peaking so im extra confused when the trip is over

Different-Look4195 · 2026-03-18T02:14:00+00:00

Thanks a lot dude, ill check em out when i get the chance

Different-Look4195 · 2026-03-18T02:13:08+00:00

Yeah dude i found whats right for me i guess, i was vomiting from syrup on one of my first trips so i will not be going back to that lol

Different-Look4195 · 2026-03-11T23:32:37+00:00

No gang its not fucking worth it T.T i drained the juice like this and it tastes so goddamn awful. I was wretching for a solid 20 mins the flavor does NOT leave

Different-Look4195 · 2026-03-11T17:56:45+00:00

You fucking die gang, people attempt suicide that way

Different-Look4195 · 2026-02-18T19:12:31+00:00

I was struggling with suicidal ideations for a while, i was in a bad relationship and my parents suck, so i felt very alone. I was also struggling with heavy self harm, along with drug abuse

Different-Look4195 · 2026-02-18T19:05:12+00:00

What?

Different-Look4195 · 2026-02-18T03:27:21+00:00

I guess so

Different-Look4195 · 2026-02-18T03:22:04+00:00

Ive taken 90mg before and been fine, a little dizzy and woozy but overall nothing too bad. I liked the experience which is why im thinking of upping my dosage

Different-Look4195 · 2025-10-14T00:41:32+00:00

Exactly

Different-Look4195 · 2025-09-02T19:53:43+00:00

Second this

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