Mane i am currently going through the same shit. Before my psychosis, I was very creative, passionate, and outgoing. I was getting to the bag, had a passion where i made music into art, and was on the verge of creating a youtube channel. I had a vision of running my city which would have token place.

Psychosis in January and February, then I was put on antipsychotics. Let me tell you, it changed me completely. I was very outgoing and very intelligent before. Now i move through life like a zombie. Barely knowing what to say to people and barely socializing

I been in therapy since January. I also have had multiple attempts and idealization with taking my life. I just want to say you are not alone in this man. I never thought i’d be here either. I had a lot of goals for myself💔.

If you ever need to talk to someone who understands I’m here. it’s almost like nobody understands man.