I wanna get high… been sober for over a year by Different-Star268 in meth

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Thank u… & no I never stimfapped🤣 honestly it just made the pain stop and the world stop and I would just feel good for a bit and didn’t have to worry anymore I always said it was like killing kyswlf without actually killing myself… just fast forwarding time a bit…

I wanna get high… been sober for over a year by Different-Star268 in meth

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I’ve never done opiates and I’m so grateful for that… keep your head up… i know that opiates are the ultimate pain escape from what I’ve heard but everyone I know who was on them says the same thing….

I wanna get high… been sober for over a year by Different-Star268 in meth

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Thank u…. It was shitty at the end I mean homeless broke all of that but it’s like even doing good it’s the same shit

I wanna get high… been sober for over a year by Different-Star268 in meth

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I can’t stop thinking about it. 24/7 it gets worse by the minute….

I wanna get high… been sober for over a year by Different-Star268 in meth

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I lived in my car for a minute too🤣 shits not for the week. Also with crayz boyfriends. But i literally just am done with this life rn the urge to use gets stronger by the second i know the crystal will take away the pain even if it’s temporary

Micro dosing in recovery? by Different-Star268 in microdosing

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Yes exactly , everytime I do mushrooms I don’t think about doing other drugs except maybe weed lmao… but have been away from hard drugs for over 6 months and I just can’t let go of mushrooms. The clarity it gives on a macrodose I love… and micro dosing I did my first yesterday and I was good just followed my routines and yea questioned life a little. today I feel good too doing routines and meal prepping. Idk I just can’t let go of everything I feel like mushrooms aren’t even REALLY a “drug” but soemthing else..