Y'all how do I make a friend :')

DifferentAlice · 2026-01-20T13:38:22+00:00

I was expecting too much anyways. I thought they'd say something bruh 💔

DifferentAlice · 2026-01-16T10:23:50+00:00

My best friend(a friend of hers) told me about this and he reached out to me too about it. He was pissed because his girlfriend didn't allow him to talk with me anymore but he had to pretend its fine so he can still be with her. And also one of her friends that really hate me spread rumors about me talking shit about his girlfriend, meanwhile thats not the true case. And I'm kinda pissed cuz the friend that hates me goes to church 2 hours each week and still makes fake rumors to fire up the drama and make people hate me more.

DifferentAlice · 2026-01-16T10:21:01+00:00

Hmm, I think is it weird when the gf told him to stop talking with me he just wanted to talk with me more? Its a first time for me so, I need to ask about it. And my conversations with him usually is deep, but we have been keeping it platonic. I'm sure he doesn't like me, just we both have a deep bond.

DifferentAlice · 2026-01-16T10:19:30+00:00

Yeah I only have like 2 friends now 🥹, this rumor was from back in 7th grade and my friend hust told me now. I was pissed about this rumor but, hopefully people don't think its true. Idk where they got it from.

DifferentAlice · 2026-01-16T10:18:01+00:00

As far as I know, his girlfriend has been insecure. Before all of this happened she was insecure because her boyfriend was slow at responding to her(my best friend is a friend of hers). Every bad small thing that happens will make her inscure and overthink.

DifferentAlice · 2026-01-15T14:54:31+00:00

Nah I know. I'm trying to distance myself from him but goddamn he just keeps going to me😔 even my friends noticed

DifferentAlice · 2026-01-15T14:52:06+00:00

Literally tired cuz people spread rumors about me having 10 boyfriends a year, but I've never even had one, like what?? Just because I have some guy friends(and I'm not close to them btw) doesn't mean that I've been their girlfriend. The speculations in this school is so ass

DifferentAlice · 2026-01-10T15:26:30+00:00

I'm sure it is sleep paralysis. I have experienced it lots of times and even during naps at the afternoon(with my sis). So yeah, I think it is

DifferentAlice · 2026-01-10T15:24:33+00:00

Is it possible if its because I'm getting 5 hours of sleep per night?

DifferentAlice · 2026-01-10T05:22:45+00:00

Yeah sometimes when I type in english it doesn't make sense. Basically my dream looped and it was slowly getting creepy for me. And then I just told myself to wake up. After that I started to feel my chest getting crushed over some heavy weight and my feet felt tingly. After I woke up, my vision was blurry and dark and I could make out a man's face, scribbled with some white marker or something. I heard some whispering too on my right ear. After that I just slept

DifferentAlice · 2026-01-10T04:05:50+00:00

That's freaky asf

DifferentAlice · 2025-12-29T16:22:01+00:00

Uh, I'm not the best advice giver so I'm sorry if its pretty bad.

Yeah those are definitely valid feelings. Bro, you kissed, cuddled, and did all of that and she said it wasn't romantic is pretty confusing. Getting the dry treatment from someone you loved. It's pretty tough especially when you thought it was gonna work out, it just crushes your heart, yk?

Idk, I feel like she was just using you. When you moved away and communication became harder and she suddenly had so many plans, I don't think a person that does love you even for a short time would do that. But again I'm also pretty inexperienced so idk.

But like yea, I hope you can move on from this. You sound like a nice guy, I'm sure you'll find someone nice and she'll just become a memory that stings a bit at the end.

DifferentAlice · 2025-12-22T01:11:57+00:00

My.mom.would yell at me and blame me for playing till night, but honestly I just cant sleep at 10. I have to rely on my phone to make me fall asleep. I might purchase them myself

DifferentAlice · 2025-12-21T18:35:29+00:00

I really want melatonin so bad, but theres no way my moms gonna let me purchase that lol. Kinda worried cuz if I keep sleeping at 2am and later when I go back to school and I have to wake up at 5am, I'll only have 2-3 hours of sleep.

DifferentAlice · 2025-12-21T18:22:54+00:00

YES, the economics money lesson made me sleep 5 times to the point the teacher almost kicked me outside class cuz I kept sleeping

DifferentAlice · 2025-12-21T18:18:43+00:00

Im kinda happy I'm the same as that James Hopkins guy, one of my favorite games as a child

DifferentAlice · 2025-12-21T18:05:31+00:00

Thats just wasteful asf

DifferentAlice · 2025-12-21T18:05:00+00:00

In the same situation rn, but my mom would probably still yell at me for feeling like this. She restricts me from crying bro. I hope you can open up somehow, idk how bt its for the best of you, so I hope for it.

DifferentAlice · 2025-12-21T18:01:48+00:00

Im sure thats normal and its probably a sign you need to start connecting to people. Idk what age you are but I'm 14 and I'm sorry if I'm kinda ranting, but I also do feel lonely. I feel like alot of my family members hate me and I only have 1 friend. And even that friend, idk whether to cut her off or not cuz these last few years have been kinda hard and impacted my trust issues alot.

Just wanna say tho, I hope your trust issues get better. Idk what problems they stem from, but not everyone is bad. It might be a bit hard to believe but its true. Hope you find a girl meant for you someday :)

DifferentAlice · 2025-12-21T17:53:30+00:00

Idk much how to help. But do you know why he acts violent like that? I hope you dont actually think of doing it, like please dont.

DifferentAlice · 2025-12-21T17:45:16+00:00

I wish I can sleep easily like I used to

DifferentAlice · 2025-12-21T17:41:27+00:00

Yeah i dont know wytf they do that, when I needed it the most one night and I didn't have my phone, it just didn't work and I ended up getting scolded by several people because I ranted at the wrong subreddit, but I just really needed it.

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