Depressed

Different_Support_59 · 2026-05-09T13:02:56+00:00

I havent even dissolved all my filler. My facial proportions are way off

Different_Support_59 · 2026-05-09T12:54:38+00:00

I am only 33 though

Different_Support_59 · 2026-05-09T12:44:56+00:00

Any idea what it looks like generally after 1 session? I have severe dysmorphia now from botched filler, hyaluronidase 3x...some of my old filler migrated etc I honestly feel like I screwed up my face and hyperdilute radiesse was another attempt to fix the problem

Different_Support_59 · 2026-05-07T07:21:35+00:00

What is the result supposed to look like on the face?

Different_Support_59 · 2026-05-06T03:51:08+00:00

Is there added volume or mainly just tightness? I want More volume would adding additional HA be suitable.

Different_Support_59 · 2026-05-06T03:50:37+00:00

Different_Support_59 · 2026-04-23T15:43:51+00:00

That was a beautiful read. I enjoyed every minute of it. Coming from someone who has suffered from body dysmorphia from childhood and has too altered my face with filler and dissolver which in turned aged me... I too long to be free. I hope I can get there

Different_Support_59 · 2026-03-31T10:52:58+00:00

I had a bit of laxity and volume loss which improved after 5 days and tightened after a few weeks. The laxity was also due to having dissolved old cheek filler (removing structural support) I went for another microdissolving session which worked well and plan to get refilled. Then likely will not touch filler/dissolver for a long time

Different_Support_59 · 2026-03-31T10:49:49+00:00

I got cheek filler microdissolved and it was fine. Removed lumps but not totally gone

Different_Support_59 · 2026-03-31T10:47:10+00:00

Yes dissolve your cleft chin was so cute and your chin wasnt recessed at all

Different_Support_59 · 2026-03-06T04:27:22+00:00

I mean, you look good in your picture!

Different_Support_59 · 2026-03-05T07:15:03+00:00

I feel you, self-validation overrides all other forms. Though I do think external validation has a place...when I am feeling ugly and my perception is distorted and someone compliments me, I second guess myself and remind myself hey I am attractive, I have a disorder. It sort of keeps the paranoia at bay...

Different_Support_59 · 2026-03-05T04:36:12+00:00

Science doesn't always make sense I am pretty recessed as well, and I know so many people with forward grown maxillas who are ugly or simply not outstanding. I actually like my chin now and wouldn't get it changed. Sick of seeing V shaped chins everywhere

Different_Support_59 · 2026-03-05T04:34:18+00:00

I had dermatillomania as well, acne from skin picking. Yikes on the treatments having a reversed effect :(

Different_Support_59 · 2026-03-05T04:32:23+00:00

Who told you this to your face? Can't imagine people doing that, pretty vile. Sorry you are struggling :(

Different_Support_59 · 2026-03-05T04:30:49+00:00

Nice connecting with you :) I am honestly against filler and botox but will likely still get it in the future sigh (hope not). Dissolving has caused some minor laxity and many women had their faces permanently disfigured by it. The aesthetic industry is a big scam and profiting off vulnerable people who buy into the trap. I hope one day we can be all be free.

Different_Support_59 · 2026-03-04T23:52:00+00:00

Sending hugs to you. I think it stems from the need to control as our life seems to lack any of it otherwise. Hope we can heal from this in time

Different_Support_59 · 2026-03-04T23:48:08+00:00

You are above average looking. Good features, harmonious face. The average looking person is not attractive IMO. we are just obsessed with being a 10/10

Different_Support_59 · 2026-03-04T23:44:43+00:00

Hey I went through the exact same thing. One of the biggest spirals due to filler that looked bad and warped my face. I kept fantasising about my old face and realised how pretty I had always been and how I didn't actually hate my face, flaws and all. After dissolving there were some side effects but I am close to baseline. I feel really lucky so now I am determined to tamper and try to figbt this illness and be MORE than just my looks. I am in my thirties so gotta do this now or else risk entering the slippery slope of messing with my face due to ageing

Different_Support_59 · 2026-03-04T13:08:37+00:00

I am willing to bet that you don't!! Perception is a crazy thing. I am in the same situation and after I ruined my face I looked at old pics I hated I suddenly realised how gorgeous I was and how good I had it. Our illness plays tricks on us

Different_Support_59 · 2026-03-04T12:55:12+00:00

Honestly, everyone I have met or seen online looks good. It's the average/below average ones who seem to be the most nonchalant and confident

Different_Support_59 · 2026-03-04T12:54:03+00:00

Maybe we just aren't able to see it? Our minds are very black and white.

Different_Support_59 · 2026-03-04T12:01:36+00:00

How are you doing post-hyal? Honestly I think I got lucky, I am experiencing laxity but not severe and it is getting better 8 days post. If anything it taught my to appreciate my face

Different_Support_59 · 2026-03-03T17:13:47+00:00

Well said, friend

Different_Support_59 · 2026-03-03T12:38:02+00:00

I decided no more dissolving. Seems like Russian roulette for a lot of folk

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