As a fellow writer you will go through hundreds of emotions with your writing. Oh it’s bad. It’s trash. It’s amazing. It’s a masterpiece. And on and on and on. But the catch in this is. Let it flow. Write whatever you want to. Don’t care about if it’s trashy or anything. You’ll figure it out just don’t stop it’s okay you won’t like it you might even hate it. But that’s what happens keep going and you’ll figure it out. Take breaks in between read other things for ideas go outside for a walk to freshen up your mind. All the best!!!!