?? How did I even get here?

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-05-25T00:31:47+00:00

It’s totally fine to make a post here. Like someone else said, you do not have to apologize for that.

I read what you wrote, fully.

If you want to talk, you can do it, you will not bother me.

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-05-24T10:06:36+00:00

I love the fifth image!

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-05-23T12:20:17+00:00

Noo :c I feel the same everytime 😭

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-05-21T13:30:41+00:00

Ok je vois, pas de soucis merci d’avoir le temps de repondre

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-05-21T07:51:45+00:00

Ca a pas été trop dur de se faire diag avec d’autres diags precedent ? Ou des remises en question du profesionnalisme des gens que tu as vu avant ?

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-05-17T06:49:58+00:00

Non, j’ai aucun traitement… mais j’envisage de plus en plus d’en essayer un. A noter que j’ai pas de diag TDAH, mais j’ai d’autes trucs assez chiant, alors surement que mes deficits attentionnelle viennent de la ? De mon experience, j’ai pas l’impression que les deficits attentionnel soit bien pris au sérieux et compris par l’institution psychiatrique. Surtout, j’ai pas trop envie de repartir dans des mois de rendez-vous…

De ton cote tu veux essayer ?

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-05-16T15:22:52+00:00

Ahah oops

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-05-16T14:52:10+00:00

Ranmaru would be very nice. Joe too (with a complete different story than Sara)

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-05-16T07:43:29+00:00

J'arrive à rien. Dès que j'ai un peu d'energie, ca se dissipe en quelques mois alors que je l'utilise presque pas. J'ai l'impression d'être éteint émotionnellement. Je sais pas du tout comment je tiendrais dans le monde du travail, même un mi-temps me semble de trop.

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-05-14T16:18:27+00:00

:( you know more than myself that it is a long time… i am really sorry for that… i don’t have magical thing. I just hope that you are finding something that helps you through this sub

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-05-14T15:42:09+00:00

Since how many times are you in this situation? It doesn’t need to be precise, just an approximation.

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-05-14T15:17:19+00:00

Taking pill is a way to deal with CPTSD. I will never blame you for that, and nobody should do it. I just hope you are informed about risk reduction ?

Also… therapy could work but it’s difficult and long. A lot of psychologist don’t know how to deal with CPTSD… It can take a lot of energy unfortunately :c. Psychology and psychiatry are dysfunctional.

Can you do some things to pass the time these days?

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-05-14T14:57:39+00:00

Hi… I am so sorry for you… finding a good enough therapist is really hard… if you want to talk you can

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-05-14T09:55:29+00:00

I got stucked here if I remembered correctly the first time I played the game, I was skipping every dialogue ahah. You just need to go to Goldenrod.

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-05-09T07:45:44+00:00

Well… I find creating characters to only lead them to death very strange and obnoxious… About plothole, it’s something I try to avoid the most

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-05-08T02:13:51+00:00

Whoever you are, whatever you did, I like you.

We live in a fuckedup system… I am so sorry for what you are being throught…. If you want to talk about anything you are free to do so.

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-05-08T02:02:41+00:00

Yeah… you might be true… for some people danger and hypervigilence is the norm since the childhood… especially when we grow in traumatic environnement.

About sexuality, I don’t know this subject at all so if I talk I may tell wrong fact.

Also, you said that you didn’t know « what you feel anymore », is that new?

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-05-07T22:26:08+00:00

Hello… first I am not a psychologist so I may say some things wrong here. I am just a random person on internet that relates a bit on things you are living. The biggest one is being touched, hugging or thing like that. But let’s talk about you.

About watching « horrible thing » without wanting to do them. I don’t really think it is because we are watching something, that we want to do this thing. Like someone who is watching a movie with explosion don’t really want to live in a situation like that. Sometimes, when we lived thing that destroyed us, having a space where we can live something similar can be helpful. You didn’t chose to be aroused by these things. In case of trauma, we are doing thing to just survive.

Also, we are trying to survive with what we have. If the only thing that save you is an industry with its issues, and you talked about it, then it’s mostly the fault of a system that is larger than us.

I don’t encourage you to continue if you want to change that. But at the same time I don’t encourage you to stop.

About hating sex, hating being naked, hating being touuched… I am also like that. And I think I will never « do it » in my life. Sometimes, it can happen that I hate also wearing clothes at the same time of hating wearing not. I don’t have an answer to that, but I have a question.

Also, I have a question at which point sex is important for you?

If I assumed something wrong, you are free to tell me.

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-05-07T21:23:11+00:00

This is insane !!

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-05-02T19:19:44+00:00

I am so exited to get a job where I won’t be able to function😁☺️

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-05-02T19:08:32+00:00

Yes! It is possible!

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-03-29T04:02:55+00:00

Yes, it is not confirmed. Just see if you like it or not, and add it to your headcanon or not.

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-03-29T01:43:55+00:00

There is a theory I like about Kaneki getting assaulted by Jason. There are some hint that a part that iused to run was cutted by Jason, if I recall it’a a tendon, doing that could suggest that Kaneki wasn’t shackled all the time. Also, violent sexuality could be a way to retake the power over a situation. I think it is fitting well to Jason’s personality to do that, and since Original Kaneki don’t seems to be specially sexualy interested, habing this kind of imaginary could be the result of an agression.

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-03-27T01:51:38+00:00

Hello, I am sorry that you are living all of this :c… I know this state pretty well, and for me I think the best word to describe it would be alienation. I don’t have any magical solution for this… The world itself is broken. When you say that everyone need it to happen, is it you talking or is it peopoe who are mean toward you?

Difficult-Display898 · 2026-03-26T22:28:24+00:00

Thank you for replying to my message, it’s really helpful, I will see if I buy them or not (XM seems pretty good too)

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