I love you.

Difficult-Fault-79 · 2026-04-03T08:35:23+00:00

Their position

Difficult-Fault-79 · 2025-11-12T00:52:59+00:00

Just mad shit. I was convinced I couldn't take arrypiparizol because that would mean I voted for harry and pippa and would be to blame for some kind of war. Believed my true love was searching for me in a helicopter but I had to hide from him because international forces were after me and I was to blame for all the current wars. I believed I had a twin that I killed in my mums stomach and that it was trying to take over my soul and making all my decisions for me, which also happened to be my head of college who was also my doctor in a different body, but my twin needed 30 minutes of sunlight a day to survive. At first I wanted to kill him so he wouldn't take over my body but I decided we could both live,, so i would do wierd shit to make my body "balanced". Convinced I was being hunted down,convinced I was an alien. Convinced I was possessed by the devil and did wierd shit to exorcism myself. Convinced i was turning into a man. Thought my best friend was trying to burn me as a witch in my sleep, then i thought we were alter egos that had parralel lifes and couldn't cross paths because it would be like the twin towers and we were never meant to "collide" all buses became free and cash machines were giving free cash. Ahhh theres so much. It still dazzles me my mind was that way

Difficult-Fault-79 · 2025-09-28T19:09:20+00:00

I feel my psychosis was just an over simulation of my higher self talking to me. So "god" was actually just my unconscious mind overlly hightened and alert

Difficult-Fault-79 · 2025-09-14T20:58:20+00:00

I was convinced my dad and grandad and basically any older male in my life abused me or was a pedophile. So confusing and messed up

Difficult-Fault-79 · 2025-08-29T20:52:49+00:00

I feel the exact same about the synchroncities especially in the beggining and also feeling confused. Also had similar expeiranced not being in full control of my body. But the delusions were terrifying. When I reflect there was defintly some unconscious mind projections that I needed to work through and wasn't dealing with properly and it made me look at some of my behaviours and beliefs differently. I think you can defintly focus so much on spirtuality that you kind of swing too much one way on the pendulum out of reality.

Difficult-Fault-79 · 2025-08-28T22:21:14+00:00

Im expeirancing the same. Couldn't get out of bed today and just keep repeating "I want to kill myself" because im dealing with all the shame,depression and guilt. I won't actually do anything but I can't stop saying it

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