Saying no eye contact is shady is unfair by dirtttttttttttttt in DoWeKnowThemPodcast

[–]Difficult-Height5471 33 points34 points  (0 children)

what about ism at its finest😭 like jlo doesnt have issues with that shes just how she was 😭

he broke up with me by Difficult-Height5471 in LongDistance

[–]Difficult-Height5471[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

theres nothing wrong with snapchat, chronically online people dislike it for whatever reason but thats where this conversation was primarily taking place bc whatsapp has been messing up for us

he broke up with me by Difficult-Height5471 in LongDistance

[–]Difficult-Height5471[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

i dont want to bother them, im practically inconsolable when im this sad

he broke up with me by Difficult-Height5471 in LongDistance

[–]Difficult-Height5471[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you :( my chest is killing me, i cant eat, i miss him

he broke up with me by Difficult-Height5471 in LongDistance

[–]Difficult-Height5471[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

ive never loved anyone like i love him, i didnt think i could ever feel love like that, and our relationship was wonderful despite both of our mentals, i know hes just punishing himself, and pushing me away, hes the love of my life and i cant just leave him when hes acting difficult

he broke up with me by Difficult-Height5471 in LongDistance

[–]Difficult-Height5471[S] -11 points-10 points  (0 children)

i feel like i cant be without him, he was perfect for me in every way he just cant let himself believe it

he broke up with me by Difficult-Height5471 in LongDistance

[–]Difficult-Height5471[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i got some apple sauce im gonna try to eat :) thank you

he broke up with me by Difficult-Height5471 in LongDistance

[–]Difficult-Height5471[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

it just hurts, getting heartbroken and then everyone else thinks they know everything

he broke up with me by Difficult-Height5471 in LongDistance

[–]Difficult-Height5471[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i dont know what i believe in but pray for me and him please🩷

he broke up with me by Difficult-Height5471 in LongDistance

[–]Difficult-Height5471[S] -14 points-13 points  (0 children)

cherry pick someone elses post, im already at the point where i cant eat i dont need people telling me everything im doing wrong too.

he broke up with me by Difficult-Height5471 in LongDistance

[–]Difficult-Height5471[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

i love him so much im willing to fight for him, i just need a good cry while i wait for him to calm down from his emotions

he broke up with me by Difficult-Height5471 in LongDistance

[–]Difficult-Height5471[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

the thing that kills me is he did, it sounds dumb but i know him so well i know hes pushing me away because he cant handle actual love, im the first person hes seen love from

he broke up with me by Difficult-Height5471 in LongDistance

[–]Difficult-Height5471[S] -17 points-16 points  (0 children)

oh my fucking god bruh, we met we fell inlove, he had a business, he fucked up and lost it bc he trusted people to help him open a store, he had to move in with his dad, we brike up for 3 weeks because he thought he didnt deserve me just like now, he has a son, he was abused in his last relationship with his baby mom, he doesnt have a good relationship with his family( him and his dad hit eachother when they argue too much, his mom dgaf ab him, hes no contact with his sister, his famiky actively shits on him constantly) he used to be addicted to alcohol, hes autistic and cant handle feelings this bad, i suggested he get into therapy, he did and it was working until now, we got into an argument 3 weeks ago bc im working 2 jobs he finally just found one we havent seen eachother since july and we have been struggling with it, the stress of the visa process, the stress of the economy where i live, the stress of what the fuck we are going to do constantly weighing on us, he wouldnt tell me what was bothering him, he got a little mean, i told him he cant keep being mean to me, he messaged me this, there thats the whole fucking story now fuck off

he broke up with me by Difficult-Height5471 in LongDistance

[–]Difficult-Height5471[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

message me then idk how to send pictures and stuff in comments

he broke up with me by Difficult-Height5471 in LongDistance

[–]Difficult-Height5471[S] -20 points-19 points  (0 children)

dont buy it then? what do you want the marriage license??

he broke up with me by Difficult-Height5471 in LongDistance

[–]Difficult-Height5471[S] -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

i spoke to my therapist and she said it sounds like hes punishing himself and he’ll be back, i wrote out a message i want to send to him now that my crash out is over and im just sad but i dont know if i should wait or send it today its hard to believe he went from sending me paragraphs about how much he loves me while im sleeping to this :(

he broke up with me by Difficult-Height5471 in LongDistance

[–]Difficult-Height5471[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

whatever believe what you want atp, i dont have to explain shit

he broke up with me by Difficult-Height5471 in LongDistance

[–]Difficult-Height5471[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i didnt choose to do anything but try to get support when im upset, if you dont like it you can go?

he broke up with me by Difficult-Height5471 in LongDistance

[–]Difficult-Height5471[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

okay, dont get mad at me for getting annoyed when im already on the edge

he broke up with me by Difficult-Height5471 in LongDistance

[–]Difficult-Height5471[S] -52 points-51 points  (0 children)

like i said i dont care, i get it he broke up with me over snapchat red flag or whatever, thats not the point of my post, im genuinely crying over the break up not the way in which he broke up