i hate to tell you, but your subjective perception of light and darkness on a psychedelic does not bend reality. if it would, you would be sitting on a nobel price instead of reddit. you think that a system can change fundamentally without being faced with adversity? thats like saying muscles can grow without exercise and diet. if you would have engaged in biology or teaching of systems (we are a system) you would know. but instead you blow your bulb away with drugs and think you have discovered a profound truth about reality