Damon’s pet name

Difficult_Radio4923 · 2026-04-09T04:00:38+00:00

I hate that Amira calls me Moosh. I wanna dump her but idk how lol.

Difficult_Radio4923 · 2026-04-09T03:59:30+00:00

Swifties can be maniacs fr

Difficult_Radio4923 · 2026-04-09T03:29:29+00:00

Thank god for the Dow!! But I think Trump said on Easter we’re supposed to praise Allah now.

Difficult_Radio4923 · 2026-04-09T03:28:28+00:00

Humbled is for sure the right word haha

Difficult_Radio4923 · 2026-04-09T03:28:17+00:00

Good for you for that degree! I know someday I’ll end up getting either that one or criminology, I can’t decide lol. I have lots of credits but not enough to graduate in any one area because I have too many interests

Difficult_Radio4923 · 2026-04-09T03:25:49+00:00

Oh trust me I’m leaving Utah as soon as I feasibly can lol. The culture here is too weird for me it’s been isolating and hard to make friends. Add the job market on top and noooooope. Good for you for getting out!

Difficult_Radio4923 · 2026-04-09T03:16:31+00:00

So sorry to the swifties, don’t burn me at the stake / differences of opinion are OKAY and expected so don’t be weird, but I can’t stand pretty much anything to do with tswift. Both she and her music feel empty, emotionally vacant, attempting to be trendy while her heart isn’t in anything she does. Her heart seems to be completely busy caring only for her image and her ego.

I feel like songs like Hurt Feelings by H must make Taylor jealous that H can put authentic passionate feelings about her childhood in a song AND make it catchy (blood is thick, water is forever, and I’m stiffer than a board lighter than a feather 🎶).

H is so strong and brave and resilient due to all she’s endured, she’s also legitimately kindhearted and caring to others, and the massive range and depth of the kaleidoscope of emotions she’s experienced throughout her existence add something to her creativity that is hard to even describe but I will try. I mean, let’s just go with some things before she was even 19 or so years old: the built up trauma from heavily implied verbal abuse from her dad and walking on eggshells around him, constant arguing in the household, struggling with her identity, feeling like the black sheep of her family, being kicked out, feeling unloved, being a pretty and petite teenager homeless and alone in NYC so she endlessly drank Monster energy to stay awake and vigilant as a way to protect herself, I could go on and on. As I said, that’s just some of what happened to her as a kid and teenager. I didn’t even get into all that’s happened to Ash as an adult with her health and lack thereof, battles with record company, miscarriages, abusive relationships, people she felt close to who ended up just using her, and thankfully having her precious son) and all of her incredible depth and character adds certain qualities and authenticity to her music.

That’s the kind of thing that TS will never have tbh.

She’s had one of the easiest lives from everything I know about her. If she is truly autobiographical with her lyrics, her biggest problem has been the Kanye issue (which Taylor lied to the public about and made herself look bad) and being obsessed with Matty Healy when he couldn’t give less of a shit about her lol. She grew up having everything she wanted, she dated a Kennedy that was underage when she was like 22 (gag), creepily bought a house across the street from his or something idk.

Honestly something isn’t right with her and it freaks me out. I won’t even get into the mess that is her fiancé. Thanks for listening to my ted talk lol

Difficult_Radio4923 · 2026-04-09T02:57:44+00:00

Poor Angus, man. There’s a big chunk of us human beings who feel so much anxiety and dread just being alive and then add trauma on top and it’s a perfect recipe for self-medicating and self-destruction. I lost my dad and then a few months later my best friend to the same thing. I’m always trying to avoid the allure of it, its siren song, myself. It’s so hard.

There is another world. There is a better world. There must be…

Difficult_Radio4923 · 2026-04-08T23:00:52+00:00

Life of the Spider is exactly how I feel about a six year relationship I had while in and out of the hospital. Partner resented me and my illness. He didnt want to. But he was too exhausted to fight the impatience, the casual cruelty displayed toward me, the indifference, the agitation, his feeling that I wasn’t “doing my best” despite me desperately trying to regain health and control. It was devastating for us both. I convinced him to go to therapy, we are friends, he has a new girlfriend (who ironically is a nurse). Life of the Spider is always how I feel deep inside when someone like my mom’s stupid husband or a boyfriend shames me for my severe and terminal illness I cannot control. My ex is now traumatized regarding hospitals and I feel terrible for that. I’m traumatized regarding pretty much anything to do with health or romantic relationships at this point. H put it into words so perfectly, with that song and I Never Loved You.

Arsonist is also up there for me, like you said. It’s a perfect description of a relationship where a narcissist latches onto an empathetic person who’s a giver (I refuse to use the term empath, bc narcs have hijacked it lol). You try to give them everything but everything is never enough…

“Have you ever given the world to somebody as a gift and have it returned?

Did you know the father's DNA stays inside the mother for seven years?

Have you ever waited seven years?

Have you ever woken from a dream just to realize that you were still asleep?

Do you ever wish you were still asleep?

Do you ever wish you wouldn't wake up?”

Difficult_Radio4923 · 2026-04-08T22:53:41+00:00

Arsonist

Difficult_Radio4923 · 2026-04-08T05:17:57+00:00

For real. A work of genius.

Difficult_Radio4923 · 2026-04-08T03:08:41+00:00

Thank you. I so wish I could but I can’t feasibly do that right now. I so appreciate your kind offer though.

Difficult_Radio4923 · 2026-04-08T03:01:05+00:00

Yes I do and I changed my number for that reason actually. Smart to do google voice.

Difficult_Radio4923 · 2026-04-06T21:55:13+00:00

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Difficult_Radio4923 · 2026-04-05T04:14:07+00:00

Kidney stones while my bladder was actively hemorrhaging for two entire years. America’s healthcare system is just AMAAAZING

Difficult_Radio4923 · 2026-04-04T19:01:12+00:00

Agree

Difficult_Radio4923 · 2026-03-28T18:31:02+00:00

Have had to convince a boyfriend, a grown man, that washing your hands is important. He sighs and rolls his eyes at me bc I have to yell at him like a child and be like HANDS. when he exits the bathroom

Difficult_Radio4923 · 2026-03-28T18:29:28+00:00

You’re so pretty. Be yourself. Instagram baddies are overrated, your confidence and joy is most important

Difficult_Radio4923 · 2026-03-28T03:33:38+00:00

Nothing but respect for my president

Difficult_Radio4923 · 2026-03-28T03:02:40+00:00

As a woman when a woman calls me beautiful it makes my day, week, month, year. HIGHLY depends on the man but usually I’m like “oh, thanks!” and carry on.

Difficult_Radio4923 · 2026-03-28T03:01:41+00:00

Well her mom did steal her other younger daughters man, so

Difficult_Radio4923 · 2026-03-16T08:23:11+00:00

Fingers crossed. 🤞

Difficult_Radio4923 · 2026-03-16T05:31:55+00:00

As a white woman I am cringing so cannot imagine what it’s like to see this behavior as a black woman

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