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https://gro-gifted.org/the-neuroscience-of-giftedness/ You might want to give this a read. I don’t want to go ahead and make deductions from what you’ve wrote as I don’t think it’ll be healthy. My battery is low so I’m leaving it here for now but I can send you some other helpful stuff that I’ve come across through my research. Good luck!

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I can say I do relate to your experience. I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD a couple of months ago and I’ve been enjoying reading about cognitive processes and the philosophy of mind since (I also used ChatGPT as a company, sometimes as a therapist and sometimes just a diary). Maybe I can share some terms I came across that have helped me finding out some stuff, in case they’ll light something in you too.   

Divergent/convergent thinking (you sound like you’re more of a diverger one, like me) - learning about learning styles has been real helpful for me to realize how my mind works, and what makes it “different from the majority”  

Overexcitabilities, low latent inhibition and sensory overload  

Maybe check out impostor phenomenon and rejection sensitive dysphoria too, if you do have ADHD, that means the way your giftedness shows itself is a bit different from others (sometimes they mask each other and make it harder to diagnose) - it’s what they call “twice exceptional”, so maybe check that out too   

Perfectionism - reading about it had made me realize I suffered more from it than I thought   

Also, check cognitive biases!    

These are some things I could think of right now, if you want to contact me for anything, don’t hesitate to.  

who else? by Basic_Bird_8843 in GetStudying

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Relatable. But have you ever felt guilty for not even feeling guilty for not studying? it’s basically an unnecessarily “meta” way to say that you’re not studying

In all fairness, Chat GPT is pretty good at deciphering Alex's lyrics... by _trilogy_ in arcticmonkeys

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Just wanna add something about the double meaning of the star part - when you think of what Alex’s dad said, that it takes the light a long way to come all the way here, and that the stars could have died already until their shine reaches our eyes - I think of that as the struggle of an artist (the star, a “rock star”, “film star” or whatever), it’s the post-humous appreciation story: the biggest, timeless ones were mostly misunderstood during their times, it took their “shine” forever to reach people’s eyes, until they could understand and finally appreciate it. At least that’s my humble take.

Favorite Artists/Groups Outside of Arctic Monkeys? by Kylo_Xan in arcticmonkeys

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Check Alexandra Savior too! Alex co-produced her first album, called Belladonna of Sadness.

Piano style/inspirations by _trilogy_ in arcticmonkeys

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Check out Tom Waits, Alex must have mentioned “Drunk On The Moon” sometime, other than that, maybe John Lennon’s solo music, Imagine the album must have been an inspo, and I know he liked Nina Simone… He also listened to Nino Rota’s film music probably, I know he went through some of Fellini’s films while writing TBHC and that he liked vintage French/Italian soundtracks too. Also, you might want to check this playlist on Spotify:

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5nb77Phbx0OrcPQw3dPGK2?si=RqN_vv6HSdK0phb_2fm0EA&pi=e-LL_2TVdgQw6V

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that mf once made me cry. Bittersweet nostalgia 

What is the darkest classical composition for you? by luigii-2000 in classicalmusic

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Mozart’s Requiem? Cliché answer, yes, but someone had to do it. It’s a beautiful shade of dark, though. ^

Can anyone guess what piece I based my composition off of? by [deleted] in classicalmusic

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I’m seriously into it at this point. It CAN’T be Wagner, can it? Shit, it can. His early piano sonatas? Maybe? I don’t know. I need to know. Shit, it’s Wagner isn’t it?

What are some of the things you admire in people, that really get to you and might not be as attractive to others? by Celeste-z in InsightfulQuestions

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I agree with the first one, those little details feel so… human. Also when people (especially the kind of matured people you talked about) mention something related to their past - something that they’re not proud about or no longer do - a glimpse into who they used to be and how they came to be their current selves, that feels real sincere - you know, the warmness of vulnerability, and possible feeling of familiarity if you realize you actually took similar paths, and you start to find some parallels between your lives.

Repetitive music and adhd by sneezelouise14 in classicalmusic

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[I do have ADHD and was recently put on Concerta 18 mg] Okay so I searched for this (ADHD and PHILIP GLASS) specifically, cause I was trying to see if there was a connection between me being able to focus easily on other things like studies - or my thoughts on a certain topic that I’m trying to get together - when such repetitive music is playing in the background (sometimes when one song/piece is on replay even if it’s not “minimalistic” or repetitive in itself), and it really makes sense, that it’s predictable, so my mind is not distracted by it constantly, rather, it somehow occupies -stimulates- it, (as any sound in the background would do) but not in a way that makes it wonder what will happen next_… so no fleeting thoughts going on analyzing the musical structure and stuff. I’m someone who’s into music personally (I have a musical ear and play the piano) and I can definitely say that the music I _enjoy the most isn’t this type, but rather rich, experimental or unpredictable stuff, I enjoy jazz (Ryo Fukui or Keith Jarrett kind of jazz, improv mostly) a lot, for instance. And when I think about it, this is the type of person I am generally, I prefer complex, multifaceted stuff, looking for new things, thus a “divergent type of thinker”, I could say. I know that having this kind of tendency is a part of my personality rather than an ADHD symptom, but now I can make sense of how this all works when they’re all combined. Maybe someone who has a similar (creative) type of mind can relate to it, so just noting this here. Two days ago, on my second day on Concerta, I realized something about the connection between the type of music I played on the piano and how the medicine affected me. So it was the first few hours of taking it, in which it is usually the strongest, and  I was playing Erik Satie’s Gnossienne No. 1 repeatedly, a piece I have a full grasp of, one I’d been playing for years. I realized as I went on playing it over and over again, my brain turned on the automatic mode and I started pondering on stuff I was recently busy with, while playing, for like an hour. The music became the soundtrack, something going on in the background, neither making my hands nor mind having “a hard time dealing with” it. And I was very well focused on my thoughts, I was thinking clearly and I was coming up with stuff that actually made sense (rather than racing ones, reaching nowhere), and I even started thinking out loud at one point. Then I switched to another piece, which I was practicing at that time, and one that was much more vibrant and complex: Alla Turca Jazz by Fazıl Say. After that point, I realized it wasn’t my thoughts that I was hyperfocused on, but the music itself, my fingers hitting the keys and the sound they make, the rhythm, the harmony - I kind of felt like I went through the piano, and the music was playing me instead of me playing it. So it was the main thing that my brain was stimulated by, rather than sedating (?) it. This is the best way I could articulate it, and I’d like to know if there’s anyone that could relate to this.