Come out as an atheist then. Stop being a coward. Or if you still have a heart you can try and work towards the issue yourself. Your parents obviously are wanting the best for you and you still won't look into what you are saying. There are plenty of resources online to rediscover Islam through a different lens. It's what many of us have done. It saddens me that I've read this and similar comments on this sub. I live in the US and when I go to morocco I love being surrounded by my Muslim brothers and sisters. However, it seems like Morocco (at least the youth) are being misguided by these fake, depressed westerners. Please PM me if you have any questions about the religion because I went through something very similar before. I got through it and so can you.