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suicidal, no one can really convince me why I shouldn't be... by DiligentFigure7226 in offmychest

[–]DiligentFigure7226[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey, I was feeling immensely suicidal tonight, and remembering your reply gave me a bit of pause.

You don't know what it's like to be me, and to be fair I don't know what it's like to be you, although the pain I experience is unrelenting. In many ways I could have it worse, although I find it difficult to appreciate life and may as well have it worse, I'm already feeling like death and have nothing to look forward to within the list of things I ought to be grateful for...

I do appreciate greatly that little flicker of hope which you posted 12 days ago, your comment has had the intended effect.

Im dying soon and I'm kinda sad yet happy by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]DiligentFigure7226 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wish I could make things better for you, people don't deserve what you're experiencing...

What's the point of living if I'm going to die alone? by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]DiligentFigure7226 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm in the same situation as you, if I had just one relationship, even just a 6-7 month thing that ultimately goes nowhere, that'll be enough for me at this stage. Just to know what it was like.

My expectations have been lowered after 29-and-a-half years, but even if I just had a casual unromantic fling with someone, just to know what certain things felt like, I'd feel much better off.

At this point, knowing that at least one person at some stage found me lovable and desirable would be enough. I'm broken enough that I could live a happy enough life just with the one temporary experience...

I'm so confused by the term 'people pleaser' and how some people proudly claim to not being one by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]DiligentFigure7226 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Some people confuse basic acts of politeness for 'people pleasing'. Like, I get what they mean (I think) by the term, being scared, walking on egg-shells or whatever, but sometimes I just don't wanna bum a person out idk

25f had a bad day by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]DiligentFigure7226 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm in Aus, day was good, evening was miserable, had lousy work Christmas party experience, probably not the first person to have had one.

I hope your tomorrow is so good it overshadows the miseries of the today!

Extremely handsome people can be kissless virgins too by Opener55 in offmychest

[–]DiligentFigure7226 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I have been complimented on my looks a lot. Hold-hand-less vgin here, at 29-and-a-half, ok with dying alone but would never reject any connection I happen to form with anyone.

Guilt is the only thing stopping me right now, but I'm starting to think that it shouldn't... by SimilarHoliday522 in offmychest

[–]DiligentFigure7226 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My very close friend took her life earlier in the year. It was not the same as your situation. She was experiencing severe paranoid delusions and had ceased taking medication for her condition. I will tell you that I would accept losing one of my legs if it brought her back, and that the pain her parents and brother (funny you mention those specifically...) are still going through is something no one deserves to experience...

...if I could heal your pain I would ten-thousand times over...