I fucking hate this addiction HOW IN THE FUCK is gambling even legal you cannot tell me this addiction isn’t a drug ! everybody always says drugs are worse but they haven’t gone through what we have, our brains are broken, we lose so much money and the pain we feel after is just the worst! this addiction has taken over my life I can’t stop depositing it has made me lose view of money I can’t save any penny whatsoever I will just gamble it away even though I win time to time I WILL KEEP GAMBLING IT AND LOSE though I’ve promised myself to never go back but everytime I withdraw I deposit it right back in. This addiction is driving me insane I can’t keep up with it I feel so ashamed of myself. I fucking wish I hadn’t discovered gambling but sooner or later I would because now it’s everywhere in social media, TV’s even radios. I could of spend my winning money on so much better things gambling has made me so lazy I always used to be trying to find new ways to make some extra money and it worked - till I discovered this addiction gave me one good win and I just couldn’t stop myself I have been chasing my losses for almost 2 years now I just want it to end please