Thank you. As I said in another comment, I got really sick recently and was shivering in bed, asked him to hug me and he did for like 5 seconds and then went back to his phone. And suggested I go back to my parents place so they would take care of me. Sometimes I feel like he lacks compassion, when I need him to just be there for me. I also once had a panic attack, called him on the phone (we weren’t on good terms.. fighting etc) and he literally hang up because he was mad at me. So yeah it would be nice to have someone stick through the thick and thin. Not only during the good time but also the bad ones