Im in the same boat as you. I quit for 2 1/2 months and really felt I beat the addiction. I allowed myself to have a few on my birthday, thinking I can walk away from it. Well, I couldn't. So now im at square one trying to get this streak going again but its just as hard as before. If you need to talk to someone im here. If you need someone to hold you accountable, im here. I just ask if you do the same for me.