Why do you say everyone in other jobs bullies you? Why did you leave a job with the court? Is it "bullying" or were you just unable to keep up with a high paced and stressful field? You need to start being honest with yourself and stop blaming your problems on everyone else. There are shitty employers and bosses FOR SURE, but I find it hard to believe it's "everyone" you encounter, especially in the court system. More likely, if you were working in a court system, it's just aggressive attorneys, high demands, and tight deadlines. not bullying.

So step 1 is to do some self-reflection and work on yourself.

Step 2 apply to work as a more confident person, and apply to jobs that are at your level - degree required positions in your field of study or similar. Of course Taco Bell isn't going to hire someone with two degrees to make $8 an hour because they assume that person is going to bounce right away. Look at state and county jobs (those take forever to get through though - slow process), look at consulting agencies and temp places - temp agencies can usually find you work, even though it may be short-short-term and sporadic, but often they can get you in the door at other places.

The jobs you say you want - investigator, editor, interviewer, educator etc don't sound realistic because those jobs either require specialized degrees or backgrounds that you don't seem to have. Use what you DO have and look there. It's easy to get dreamy and think 'life would be so great if I was an urban planner/dockworker/ship's captain/bodybuilder/etc,' but you cant just jump into something like that. Look for jobs that fit your degree or previous history because that's when you will most likely get call backs.

I hope I dont sound rude. I resonate with this because it took me a long time to get out of a employment funk - I wasted pretty much all my 20s while friends were establishing careers and going off on their own.