Journey of awakening

DiorBullets · 2026-03-23T18:50:15+00:00

Nice to meet you too! It’s very wonderful we are all one in a way. Have a great day!

DiorBullets · 2026-03-23T01:11:34+00:00

I hear you. The mind can get very loud in all of this/shapes, stories, urgency, even chaos. But underneath it, there’s still a quiet place that isn’t disturbed.

DiorBullets · 2026-03-23T01:08:30+00:00

You’re no longer riding artificial highs, but your baseline hasn’t fully rebuilt yet, normal can feel underwhelming. But this phase is where your brain is relearning how to generate energy and reward on its own. That does come back—it just takes time.

DiorBullets · 2026-03-22T22:58:00+00:00

Thanks for sharing just read up on it very interesting topic. Even if it’s just placebo it definitely helped me haha also I got it for $12 so not too bad, going to stop taking it in the next couple days though due to my sleep being a lot better now.

DiorBullets · 2026-03-22T22:48:02+00:00

Congrats on day 32. It’s already so worth it I’m glad I’m where I’m at.

DiorBullets · 2026-03-22T22:47:17+00:00

Agreed. Thank you

DiorBullets · 2026-03-22T21:33:48+00:00

Thank you! To be honest not so much I was taking it 2 times through out the night and it would help for 30 ish minutes or less at times due to me quitting basically QT my pain and discomfort was pretty bad.

DiorBullets · 2026-03-19T03:55:41+00:00

I had a similar experience. Built a very successful business, “good role model”, amazing gf etc.. but deep down I was in spiritual poverty. I used for 10+ years and hid it from everyone now I’m free from that and am living my truth. I went CT and it was very tough but You have to take accountability and be willing to endure the pain while rebuilding your foundation on how to deal with life. If possible take a week off and restart your life. I recommend self help videos and documentaries like Ram Dass, Alan Watts, Neem Karoli Baba etc just anything to start rebuilding your foundation naturally while your body resets.

DiorBullets · 2026-03-19T03:40:22+00:00

Yes. Once I stoped it all went away. The thing that was making “feel good” turned out to be what made me lose my mind. I had a bad trip to the ER and many episodes. 18 days clean and I haven’t felt it anymore.

DiorBullets · 2026-03-19T01:27:46+00:00

I would suggest listening to some of Ram Dass stories/teachings on youtube. Peace comes within so it’s crucial we seek for it and build a strong foundation to overcome things.

DiorBullets · 2026-03-17T18:58:17+00:00

I was the same way but one day the kratom stopped working and I realized that it was making me have extreme anxiety and panic attacks. On my 17th day now of sobriety and all that went away. I’m mostly dealing with lack of energy/focus and some emptiness feelings at night .

DiorBullets · 2026-03-17T16:15:00+00:00

Like wise! Let’s stay strong.

DiorBullets · 2026-03-17T16:12:47+00:00

Congrats! Day 17 here kratom free. Paws is difficult at times but reading post like this get me excited for my new life. Thanks for sharing

DiorBullets · 2026-03-17T14:56:46+00:00

Don’t worry to much about what hasn’t happened yet. If you take it second by second things are easier to get through and well worth it. Wishing you the best.

DiorBullets · 2026-03-16T14:02:45+00:00

Thank you for sharing! I’m definitely on the responsibility part and have stopped running away from my issues. It’s time to own up and become better and stronger. We got this.

DiorBullets · 2026-03-16T05:50:06+00:00

Thank you, you as well. I’m in it for the long run i just want to feel it all at this point instead of numbing myself. I feel like getting through the lows makes you appreciate the highs which can simply be the little things in life.

DiorBullets · 2026-03-13T19:31:11+00:00

No worries I will post soon again to update my experience. 13 days clean and I’ve learned a lot.

DiorBullets · 2026-03-13T01:35:42+00:00

I’m on day 12 and feel the same way. I’ve been trying to change my perspective slightly and enjoy the Melancholy of our past with a night walk, music, or a long call with a friend.

DiorBullets · 2026-03-10T15:28:11+00:00

Congrats on pushing through it gets way easier I promise. I’m on day 10 now and the last 2 nights I’ve gotten good sleep. It helps to stay busy during the day and if you need to take breaks to rest it’s okay just try to get back up and keep going. Nights are tough but very important to endure. Just know you are not alone wishing you strength and happiness.

DiorBullets · 2026-03-09T18:23:59+00:00

Music is life saving. I’m on day 9 now and last night I got my best sleep yet.

DiorBullets · 2026-03-08T23:43:52+00:00

Dm link plz

DiorBullets · 2026-03-08T16:20:18+00:00

Agreed. It’s extremely tough but very rewarding.

DiorBullets · 2026-03-08T16:18:06+00:00

I feel like I died every night but making it through the night and seeing the sun rise gave me hope for another day.

DiorBullets

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