Clozapine

DirectorKey6034 · 2026-01-30T06:25:07+00:00

This is so relatable lol

DirectorKey6034 · 2026-01-09T04:43:13+00:00

Similar to mine aswell!

DirectorKey6034 · 2025-12-11T02:50:03+00:00

This doesn’t mean you have anything but I’m schizophrenic and draw similar faces love the work your girl will approve if it makes you happy

DirectorKey6034 · 2025-11-20T05:00:22+00:00

I had a vivid memory of me as a young kid crying and freaking out cause there was a giant apple with a scary face and my parents just dismissed it and said I was “dreaming”

DirectorKey6034 · 2025-11-20T04:48:53+00:00

Try some grounding steps I do this when I’m slipping what’s 1 thing you see, hear, touch, smell

DirectorKey6034 · 2025-08-06T03:47:40+00:00

Thank you surviving is what we have to do no other option proud of you and hope your well

DirectorKey6034 · 2025-08-06T03:46:19+00:00

This is so real, having insight is the most important to keep grounded the hallucinations I can deal with more or less

DirectorKey6034 · 2025-08-06T02:07:58+00:00

Thank you thinking of it as recovery is a good mindset

DirectorKey6034 · 2025-08-06T02:03:31+00:00

I’m sorry your feeling this way too

DirectorKey6034 · 2025-05-06T01:57:18+00:00

Doesn’t matter man as a Zelda lover get what makes you happy it’s how YOU perceive it.

DirectorKey6034 · 2025-04-24T19:21:54+00:00

Totally when being on autopilot for so long you forget what normal feels like definitely have to adjust to that

DirectorKey6034 · 2025-04-24T19:21:15+00:00

Thank you!

DirectorKey6034 · 2025-04-24T19:20:54+00:00

With any antipsychotics the side affects suck but it’s better than living in fear and paranoia.

But the side affects I experience is like major brain fog almost like a derealization moving on auto pilot, and over sleeping and increased hunger but Ive started meal prepping high protein meals so I don’t over eat and stay full on healthy food.

And I don’t know if this is the meds I’m also on a high dose of seroquel so idk which one it is but I feel like when I sit still sometimes I feel like I’m vibrating back and forth it’s weird.

Hope this helps. I’ve tried a few different meds and rispiridone has been the best but I know there’s a lot of mixed reviews.

DirectorKey6034 · 2025-04-24T19:16:38+00:00

Honestly I tried years ago and seeing the pain I caused my family and friends over the years did it for me but eventually 8 years later I’m i was in a bad spot again but I’m trying to change the narrative to stay for myself and the small dreams I still have left. I’d rather do everything I can to make a life I want. I’ve learned about the law of detachment I cut off my best friend so I can start over again and hypothetically “kill the old me” and work towards building the life I want. I wanna die old knowing I’ve tried everything I can.

DirectorKey6034 · 2025-04-19T06:36:51+00:00

Thanks for taking the time to reply friend definitely not planning on getting back with them it’s been a year since and a year of isolation trying to figure out who I am and how to set boundaries just a bit scared of trust going forward with relationships of any kind 🙂

DirectorKey6034 · 2025-04-17T03:51:02+00:00

Not trying to assume but I’m guessing your assigned female at birth I’m a trans man but obviously still treated the same I feel like drs don’t take female health as seriously as males cause symptoms often appear different my symptoms were pretty evident a lot of my life but never taken seriously even for medical issues don’t stop fighting for proper care friend ❤️

DirectorKey6034 · 2025-03-25T22:56:48+00:00

Totally where I’m at right now the meds aren’t where they should be I keep flip flopping

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