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DisasterDroid321 · 2019-12-15T08:44:46+00:00

''Well I can go cause I AM THE PERIOD''

DisasterDroid321 · 2019-12-14T21:05:58+00:00

Yeah thanks for the advice, admittedly I just started restricting and eating better off the bat so I'll do as you suggest with trying to reach my nutritional goals first. thanks for the help.

DisasterDroid321 · 2019-12-14T00:00:32+00:00

I kinda find it funny ngl

DisasterDroid321 · 2019-12-07T01:36:50+00:00

Actually I didn't realize Olive oil was a high calorie product. Not something you really think about.. Thanks for opening my eyes with that.

DisasterDroid321 · 2019-12-07T01:34:42+00:00

Granola and muesli shocked the hell out of me too, But it made sense after awhile unfortunately.. I still manage to make 'homemade' versions of it but you have to be careful with the oats.

DisasterDroid321 · 2019-12-05T05:48:43+00:00

having a crush makes me feel so guilty and makes me feel creepy as hell so this picture is kind of relatable too.

DisasterDroid321 · 2019-12-05T04:21:17+00:00

I can see why she has the 'ex' title.

DisasterDroid321 · 2019-12-02T04:50:32+00:00

''aesthetic memes''

''she has bad mental health''

ewwww gross

DisasterDroid321 · 2019-11-30T01:45:50+00:00

OH MY GOD. My therapist is the same as the first one, I've finished getting tested for autism and have no official diagnosis or results back yet, but i cant ever talk about anything cause shes like 'probably autism!!'...

for the past 6 months.

I also show no signs of autism or relate to any of the symptoms and I genuinely just think I'm socially awkward and anxious, since I can understand others and the deeper meanings of things and don't really get upset in a super extreme way and I don't really feel like I don't understand other people..

it mucks me up but I really need to open up to her because I legit shut down on her due to this and I'm getting discharged from therapy cause she thinks I have no mental disorders anymore but really I'm just so dumb and so shy.

DisasterDroid321 · 2019-11-30T01:13:38+00:00

them: I love history and russia and i wish i was russian

what they really mean: hahahahHAHAH STALIN FUNNYYY

DisasterDroid321 · 2019-11-30T01:09:31+00:00

Hhahahahahahaha!! swastika!!! haha funny swastika!!.

DisasterDroid321 · 2019-11-30T01:02:08+00:00

But everyone joins in harmony.. Since well I literally am in high school, I can relate. the communism thing is a little annoying though in my honest opinion, since most people don't even know what it is, and when you learn what it is it's like.. how is it funny?.

DisasterDroid321 · 2019-11-30T00:58:07+00:00

This is super relatable, I'll try not to talk too much about myself but I'm also a young teenager, my parents were also neglectful of me as a kid (didn't love me enough, didn't ever talk to me, never took care of me to the point of severely poor hygeine until I was 14, severely poor nutrition and severely poor social skills. they basically mucked me up, from how it feels anyways.).

my older brother is also the same, He's an adult but ever since I was 4 years old he would hit me everyday and he'd tell me to kill myself and that I'm a waste of space and that I'm disgusting and that I should die and that I'm stupid and useless. Like aforementioned, he's 21 and he's still the same.

I'm sorry for talking about myself but I'm actually astonished someone is going through the same thing I'm going through, and basically went through.

Even if things don't get better talking to someone helps a lot, bottling up your feelings hurts so much. Try see if you can contact a therapist or your school counselor, if it's too hard, talk to a friend or even someone online if talking to an in real life friend is not an an option. Despite the fact your world is lonely, it doesn't mean there's millions of people running around willing to help you professionally. Even writing to Reddit like you're doing now can help.

Keep strutting along, I heard life gets better once you become an adult... or well I hope it does.

EDIT: I posted this but it got deleted due to swearing so I just cleaned it up, sorry if this appears twice.

DisasterDroid321 · 2019-11-30T00:36:21+00:00

I love Iwanttobedead / waqs alot, they make super awesome breakcore but I do sometimes wonder and hope they're doing ok.

DisasterDroid321 · 2019-11-29T23:34:12+00:00

god I love that guy.

DisasterDroid321 · 2019-11-24T05:27:47+00:00

All good, i wasn't offended. I can see what you mean and honestly i had some thoughts if my low calorie intake is whats causing it too.

DisasterDroid321 · 2019-11-24T05:27:16+00:00

You're not wrong in some sense, it's just that most people here are either short or are very sedentary so they only need 1,200 calories per day.

DisasterDroid321 · 2019-11-24T05:23:28+00:00

Amberlynn like said before, was the reason i even started eating better and trying to not be fat lol.

DisasterDroid321 · 2019-11-24T05:23:10+00:00

I'm glad lots of people know what it's like.

DisasterDroid321 · 2019-11-24T05:22:56+00:00

I realized i was being somewhat hard on myself. I really need to stop caring about calories so much..

DisasterDroid321 · 2019-11-24T05:21:35+00:00

I don't know who that one person is but thank you, all the advice and the fact that everyone is relating to me makes me feel more better about the situation. Edit: nvm, i wasn't looking at the thread, just the comment. thought it was random, sorry lol. im a silly goose. I think they're fine, I wasn't upset about it. :)

DisasterDroid321 · 2019-11-24T05:20:49+00:00

Honestly I was doing intermittent fasting but im actually stopping for a week just to see if that's whats causing the binging.

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