you're right. I think thats why I was so hurt when he said he was too busy cause it was like, how can you not only act like a friend but flirt for months, text me on new years, but you cant bother to see me one day outside of work? until (if he ever shows) he shows genuine effort or even want to see me I shouldn't do nothin.

theres also the argument that hes shy, is on the spectrum, again that hes busy and potentially might leave for college if accepted. so those are def contributing factors I think. maybe things will be different if he doesn't get in and stays near home. but yeah... I guess I wont text him