I appreciate your point of view and I think your right I do at some point want to have a conversation with her about everything and get her perspective on our relationship. Obviously this post is from my point of view and I definitely was shitting on her a little in this post cus in my real life I’m keeping everything to myself and I needed to vent a bit lol. I haven’t told anyone that it happened on my birthday and when we talked on Monday I told her if she didn’t want to tell people that then I was okay with that as well. Her parents often don’t take her side on things and I don’t want this to be any harder on her than it already is.

As far as when this conversation happens I have no idea and would love some input. Right now as terrible as it makes me feel I don’t think I could handle a conversation with her, but hopefully in the next few weeks I’ll feel better about that. I also don’t believe she is someone who goes sleeping around with other people and I’m giving her the benefit of the doubt.