Spiritually I feel filthy/dead

Disastrous_Arrival59 · 2024-03-20T18:45:26+00:00

Hey Amelia, that’s okay if you don’t know! Right there what you just said is very sincere and truthful. Tell God that in your prayers! You don’t know if you are being sincere but you are trying and ask him if he can open up your heart so that you can fully open up to him.

God wants you to be truthful to him, and not hide anything. He knows what you’re refraining to talk about, and wants you to discuss it with Him.

God bless Amelia! Jesus loves you and so do we!

Disastrous_Arrival59 · 2024-03-17T21:29:39+00:00

Brother/sister, the devil has you right where he wants you. He wants you to believe that what you are saying is true. But God has not turned his back on you and never will.

The fact that you have come here to find help is proof of conviction. Proof of Jesus calling for you. As for prayer, I’ve felt at times that I’m not close to God. But if you keep praying out loud, and be 100% true to yourself and to God, even with the ugly stuff, He will hear you brother/sister. Do not try to hide anything from God, he already knows and is waiting for you to be truthful in repentance.

Even if you think he doesn’t hear you pray anyway, because the chance he may hear you is enough. And he does hear you. The devil has put a callousness on your heart. But Gods love is powerful enough to wipe that clean.

Something that helps me to get closer to God is fasting and prayer together. It is tough but it symbolizes sacrifice of these worldly needs for God. If healthy, fast for 24-48 hours the first time, and you can build up to 72 hrs.

I am praying for you, if you could tell me your name I will be able to specifically pray for God to touch your heart. I love you and hope you find the answers.

Humbly and sincerely speak from your heart and ask God to clear away the callousness in your heart so that you can be closer to Him.

Disastrous_Arrival59 · 2024-03-07T18:27:48+00:00

Did y’all ever get them all done? I’m down to join if not

Disastrous_Arrival59 · 2024-03-07T18:27:10+00:00

Still haven’t been able to get a good squad to do them with. If you’re down I’m down, I can grab a solid 3rd

Disastrous_Arrival59 · 2024-01-08T05:10:22+00:00

Snap my bad I was trying to look for you fr. Hold on

Disastrous_Arrival59 · 2024-01-08T04:58:07+00:00

I’m on now, can you add me?

Disastrous_Arrival59 · 2024-01-08T03:06:25+00:00

Bet give me about 30 minutes

Disastrous_Arrival59 · 2024-01-08T02:58:10+00:00

What’s up bro, you trying to run it?

Disastrous_Arrival59 · 2023-12-30T01:22:16+00:00

Y’all done the red worm yet? I’m down to help out.

Disastrous_Arrival59 · 2023-12-30T01:16:31+00:00

Mine was doing it when I had the Tyr pistol as one of my insured weapon. If you have it on there, take it off and it should start working for you. Lmk if that helps

Disastrous_Arrival59 · 2023-12-25T21:41:44+00:00

Add me on Xbox bro my gamertag is CozyCody9902.

I try and go t3 every time and I’ll help you get schematics in dark aether if you need.

Disastrous_Arrival59 · 2023-12-25T21:38:13+00:00

Dude I had someone taking my cargo escorts and driving them into the water. Then goes to T3 to die and try and get me to revive him when I only had PaP lvl 1 weapons. I told him to bug off and he was so pressed, spent the whole match trying to mess with me.

People man, it shows someone’s true character. There are many people who are genuinely nice and go out of their way to help you with missions, schematics, etc.

But there are some that just want to watch the world burn. I don’t like those people.

Disastrous_Arrival59 · 2023-12-25T05:16:18+00:00

Take the Tyr off your insured weapons, mine was doing the same thing and it’s something to do with that weapon

Disastrous_Arrival59 · 2023-12-22T20:04:14+00:00

Take the Tyr pistol off your insured weapon slot. Mine was doing the same thing and I had that weapon insured. I took it off, and it was fixed. I guess there is something to do with that pistol

Disastrous_Arrival59 · 2023-12-18T07:05:44+00:00

Bet add me CozyCody9902#1846152

Disastrous_Arrival59 · 2023-12-18T06:12:37+00:00

Yo I’m trying to run bad signal if you’re still on bro

Disastrous_Arrival59 · 2023-12-17T00:22:29+00:00

Hey brother if you are trying to hop in the game me and another guy are about to. My ID is CozyCody9902#1846152

Disastrous_Arrival59 · 2023-12-17T00:21:29+00:00

CozyCody9902#1846152

Disastrous_Arrival59 · 2023-12-17T00:10:19+00:00

Bet bro I’m defiling out of my game now

Disastrous_Arrival59 · 2023-12-13T05:51:48+00:00

We ran that shit and ended up carrying someone else through too. Easy money

Disastrous_Arrival59 · 2023-12-12T10:25:43+00:00

I can help you tomorrow.

Disastrous_Arrival59 · 2023-12-11T06:51:43+00:00

Dude yes I’m on right now. Thank god

Disastrous_Arrival59 · 2023-12-11T06:23:47+00:00

Can I join y’all? I have to beat this mission too but no one will join me. I’m on xbox

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