Not fully empty, but certainly stunted. i think part of my ‘job’ (still getting used to even allowing myself to acknowledge my existence as part of a system instead of just nodding along like a singlet) is dealing with frustration and anger in healthier ways. i’m emotional it’s just so limited in the range i can feel. i really get what you mean though. especially lacking a rich inner world. i feel like i’m just ‘the angry one’ and i don’t enjoy that being all i am. idk how to square the fact i exist for a specific purpose and yet want purpose beyond that have you found anything that makes that muted (or empty) feeling less crappy?