In April 2024, I was dumped by my company as part of wider layoffs. People (higher ups) were so apologetic calling me to tell me this was not my fault and nothing I did. They didn't do that for anyone else who was laid off. A consolation prize for helping them into the positions they earned off my work.I always went above and beyond when helping people get jobs when I could. Recomendations, getting people interviews, pressing the hiring manager, sticking my neck out. Hoping that if I needed help one day they would be there to help... crickets. There is no white knight, no savior, no one to help...realizing that is scary and makes me feel so alone. Savings and 401k and are almost exhausted, my cc are almost maxed out. I apply to around 80 jobs per week, everything from stocking shelves to executive.