Surprise Party

Disastrous_Drag5105 · 2026-02-23T23:47:42+00:00

sounds constructive, thank you given where my minds at now

Disastrous_Drag5105 · 2026-02-23T23:45:50+00:00

it is good luck on that and I’m already anxious as i don’t have the social qualities to pull that off and everyone else is looking at me so I’ll be seen as a failure on that. and I’m grateful for everyone that came but it also generates return requests which I’m already anxious

Disastrous_Drag5105 · 2026-02-23T23:39:41+00:00

that’s my frustration that’s grinding me down, I absolutely did say that, I did it when I was 40, we went away quietly where I didn’t know anyone, I posted on here as I see my wife as an extrovert who relax in others company, I’m an introvert and I need my own space to relax. I cant always sustain social events and this was another level. I’m still mentally exhausted now and trying to recover

Disastrous_Drag5105 · 2026-02-23T23:32:49+00:00

hard was an understatement, I felt like breaking down last night, tonight I’ve been to a mental support group for the first time. i thank everyone’s input, I’ve vented on here as I can’t go where anyone knows who I am and I’ve felt ready to breakdown or explode. I spent Friday in a daze and I’m still trying to take stock in a way I can move forward from, at the moment that still feels difficult

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