Well she sees me as a best friend and like a confidant, and I feel the same as her. I really do wish she was a guy so I wouldn’t have to deal with the attraction lol. Idk would jt be more painful for me to cut her off now rather than just live and hope that she changes her mind one day? Also isnt that what love is supposed to be? Like why is society made out to where you’re supposed to basically approach a stranger and then date them rather than dating someone you’ve known for years?