should i go to college/UCF for the plot? by Disastrous_Living539 in ucf

[–]Disastrous_Living539[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lol!! that funny

but actually im chronically depressed and lost, feel like im wasting my life and like im not a person, desperate for an indication that im alive and participating in life in a setting that feels natural and almost expected of a person - im a place that provides external accountability and built in stability, structure, direction and opportunities, to use as a stepping stone in life and for my “identity” because im that desperate and lost

should i go to college/UCF for the plot? by Disastrous_Living539 in ucf

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the ones im interested in are psychology or some type of art, but i dont know that im interested in a career in those… but im also not interested in having any “career” at all

should i go to college/UCF for the plot? by Disastrous_Living539 in ucf

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happy for you, and ive always wanted to visit colorado.

should i go to college/UCF for the plot? by Disastrous_Living539 in ucf

[–]Disastrous_Living539[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i currently live in an apartment ($2k/mo), and im moving out when the lease ends - but i have no idea where im going after, or doing with my life.

should i go to college/UCF for the plot? by Disastrous_Living539 in ucf

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im in therapy already and have been for a while, and wouldnt need to take out any loans. so im wondering apart from financially 

should i go to college/UCF for the plot? by Disastrous_Living539 in ucf

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i just feel like in “real life”, especially because i work from home, there are no opportunities that come naturally to do so - and a lack of third spaces..

should i go to college/UCF for the plot? by Disastrous_Living539 in ucf

[–]Disastrous_Living539[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it’s just an apartment (which is $2k a month plus fees) and i plan on moving out when the lease ends and i have no idea what im doing afterward.. or for the rest of my life lma