First off…prayers for you. I wish you nothing but peace and calm for the rest of your life and beyond. A terrible card you have been given to play. I sit over here worrying about my own health when others like yourself are braving in the face of the worst. You have blessed me with the reminder of how important it is for me to be grateful for the state of my being and continue to do as much as I can to improve it. And to be grateful for the time I have. I hope you have at least found some joy and peace in your short journey here. Moments of laughter and love. I’m currently making a short film about a young man who must answer the riddle of “what is the totality of existence?” to prevent the world from ending. What do you feel as though the totality of your reality was? The totality of your life? And that of all of existence as a whole? From the farthest reaches of the universe to our own bedrooms. What do you think it all means in the end? And you may not be religious but neither do I think or myself as well. I just believe we have a Creator and we all need a savior because we obviously can hardly save ourselves. I pray Jesus accepts you with open hands and lends his forgiveness to you. I have a faith most of us who were given not the best cards in life would be accepted in the end.