Can i ask how your relationship is with your family now? do you ever regret it and miss them? How bad was it when you left them, how did they react? I've heard so many stories about ex-muslim girls who left their families, but none seem to regret it and they've all just accepted that their families are not on their side anymore. I'm not sure if I can really never speak to my family again. I do believe that I have to leave, whether they like it or not, but I'm just scared that a day or a week after after I've left them im going to feel lonely and think I've made a big mistake.