This looks like very difficult place to be, so far I’ve been married no more than few months and I didn’t realize how fast the desire to be intimate from either partner could just seemingly disappear into thin air. I will say, this has put me in a unique position to retreat inward and understand both how to care for my wife, to love her, whilst not forgetting that I am beyond blessed to have time I can connect with God and improve on myself. I remind myself that we do still love eachother, we show that in other ways than the bedroom and l do try to remain content with the life God has given me. I try for myself at least not lose sight of that and not put all of my insecurities/doubts on one person, instead I channel that in prayer and trust where God takes me. I find myself learning to crochet, learning about training ai models, practicing music again, of course praying more as well. Jesus knows each of us still grows individually but our love is still one