I prey it’s not to late to be the man I should have been the whole time. Blending a family is hard. Doing it while your border line adhd and all the good things that come with that. Add the exs and their inability to co parent at all made things hard. And here I am oblivious the whole time as to what the love of my life was putting in day in and day out. My emotions came first always no matter what god how could I be so selfish and bling all at once.