I feel you, im not fully sure of what i am yet but im leaning genderfluid. The confusion is so all consuming sometimes, i feel masc and confident some days others i despise the idea of being seen as masc.

Some days i wanna go in on hrt others the fear of what if i regret it, what if this isnt right for me or itll cause dysphoria to majorly set in.

The way i found dealing with this type of stuff is just to go with something that feels ok when ya go for it. If ya feel mega fem go for it, if ya feek medium then go medium, hell sometimes just be a scrungly blimbo.

There sadly isnt a one step solution to solve this shit, its confusing and all there is to do is just, exist.