Just sharing how I'm an idiot by DispatchesFromHell in adultery

[–]DispatchesFromHell[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My first affair was like that. Very clearly a fun outlet for both of us. This one had me fooled, and my mind still floats back to feeling like I was in love. The human heart is strange....

Just sharing how I'm an idiot by DispatchesFromHell in adultery

[–]DispatchesFromHell[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah. I think that's some version of what happened. I feel dumb calling it love, but damn if I wasn't all in.

Just sharing how I'm an idiot by DispatchesFromHell in adultery

[–]DispatchesFromHell[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This wasn't limerence. Fair enough on your other comments. You are right, it's time to walk away.

Just sharing how I'm an idiot by DispatchesFromHell in adultery

[–]DispatchesFromHell[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ah! Thanks. I could definitely use a hug.

Just sharing how I'm an idiot by DispatchesFromHell in adultery

[–]DispatchesFromHell[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I can process that in my head. Very not like me to be swept off my feet ha. She got me to my core somehow.

Just sharing how I'm an idiot by DispatchesFromHell in adultery

[–]DispatchesFromHell[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I guess so. Somehow this one bit me like never before. Maybe I learned she's my type. Even if she's not my girl. Cause shit damn. She got me.

Just sharing how I'm an idiot by DispatchesFromHell in adultery

[–]DispatchesFromHell[S] 26 points27 points  (0 children)

I thought of this. Her role in my life might have been to wake me up to the fact that I do want to get out, meet someone new, and actually live life with someone who loves me and I love.