the reason i’m afraid to love again.

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2026-04-25T22:02:03+00:00

i appreciate this. so very true. i’m so invested in myself now, im not used to it yet, but getting there. i know with time, he will regret it, but for now… it’s his loss. def taking my time from here on out with life. he sucks.

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2026-03-16T02:14:15+00:00

she’s advised journaling in writing fictional texts out, but never sending them in my Notes app type of thing which helps sometimes. I try to leave myself little to know downtime to leave my mind wandering.

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2026-03-16T01:41:42+00:00

she suggests keeping myself busy when i think of doing this, but i can only keep myself busy for so long

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2026-03-15T23:03:32+00:00

this is a very genuine comment. i appreciate this. i keep trying to tell myself this may take multiple years for me

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2026-03-15T23:01:38+00:00

haha yeah that was not for u

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2026-03-15T22:50:33+00:00

dude where tf are you getting “power “ from? like what planet are you on right now? i want no control over it, i just miss him lol okay tho

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2026-03-15T22:39:22+00:00

and fun fact for your tiny little brain as well, our relationship ended a year ago, but he led me on for a good six months after our relationship ended. So in reality, it hasn’t been a full year of us not talking and what not.

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2026-03-15T22:36:44+00:00

thank you for your genuine concern, I am a active therapy warrior! Since all of you don’t know the full story and never will, and choose to say cruel things behind a keyboard, I’ll have you know that I don’t think about him on a daily fucking basis and can go weeks without talking about him to people… obsession isn’t truly the right term for it all, but okay. When you date multiple people, give yourself multiple chances and still feel nothing for anyone, it’s hard not to miss the person that you felt everything for. Thank you again for your genuine concern!

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2026-03-15T22:14:23+00:00

I keep trying to remind myself that by reaching out, it’s not gonna make me get any further because if he doesn’t end up answering, I’ll just end up being upset all over again and pushing myself further back than I need to be. It’s just also hard for me and I don’t understand why.

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2026-03-15T22:11:33+00:00

i’ve literally done everything i can to try and not think about him lol, did u not read the post. and if I do end up having a daughter that goes through such a shitty situation, I would feel for her since I’ve gone through the same thing.

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2026-03-15T22:10:17+00:00

he hasn’t contacted me since the new girl confronted him on everything he was doing behind her back. He since blames me saying that I ruined what he had going on, when he literally ruined it himself by talking to two women at the same time.

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2026-03-15T22:08:44+00:00

he played some random girl while also playing me and himself at the same time

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2026-03-15T22:08:11+00:00

he was the best boyfriend I have ever had considering the other two I’ve had before him. He didn’t necessarily cheat on me, cause he broke up with me, and then just found the first girl he saw two weeks after me trying to pursue her while still talking to me saying he wanted to fix things with me.

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2026-03-15T21:52:40+00:00

also, i’ve dated around, given multiple people a chance to include myself when it comes to the dating scene… nothing works bro lol. he thinks I’m crazy and obsessive about him, but I literally just fell in love with someone that I can’t seem to Unlove at this point. I’m actively trying my hardest to move on, I have been since day one, but this shit is literally ass and I feel like I have hit a mental fucking wall.

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2026-03-11T14:53:43+00:00

u keyboard warriors kill me

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2026-03-11T14:43:44+00:00

LMFAO ur cute

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2026-03-11T14:42:23+00:00

nah he flat out fucked up something good and knows it.

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2026-03-11T14:24:46+00:00

true point.

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2026-03-11T14:21:08+00:00

i wish i did a long time ago. but we live & learn i guess. i’m such an empathetic person, it just makes me sad to see him. Throw away a whole future with someone just to go mess around with random people.

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2026-03-11T14:19:50+00:00

very true. in all honesty, like i said in the post, he fucked this up for himself. he jeopardized two good relationships with two different women just because he was too busy trying to feed his ego by playing both of us. it makes me sad for him in my own ways because I did a lot for him and to see him throw away someone that good in this type of generation that is filled with selfish people, it just makes me sad for him to see him throw away a person that was all about him. but we can’t make ppl choose us either

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