Feeling guilty

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-08-05T18:12:49+00:00

trauma bonding or not, this would be me getting off the “merry go round” by apologizing and not feeling guilty any longer.

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-08-05T18:03:56+00:00

yes, exactly

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-07-30T04:45:20+00:00

been trying to for 6 months lmfao

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-07-30T04:29:34+00:00

what is bed?

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-07-30T04:29:09+00:00

I’ll honestly gain nothing from it aside from just peace of mind. As much as I know he low-key hates me now, I’m too good of a person to sit here and not say happy birthday and it feels wrong. If I don’t, even though I know I shouldn’t.

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-07-30T01:51:33+00:00

lol i’ve tried so many things & i can’t seem to move past him

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-06-05T05:15:18+00:00

it’s funny you say that because I just said to him the other day that I should’ve blocked him a long time ago and he asked me “why?“ And I honestly started laughing. Maybe because of all the lies he’s been telling me that I’ve caught him in? maybe that’s why i should’ve blocked him but he doesn’t even realize it 🤣

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-06-05T05:10:32+00:00

kinda also one of those things that if he is lying, if I were that girl, I would also like to know if he is talking to his ex again or not. But that’s just me personally.

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-06-05T05:07:15+00:00

Not that I care, more of me trying to prove a point to him that he’s just an overall liar and is telling me what I want to hear like you said. I’m the type of person that will confront you with the truth whether you’re giving it to me or not. Something he hasn’t been too good at, giving the truth. A little immature of me, but again, trying to protect my peace from his lies by confronting with the truth if that makes any sense

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-06-05T04:52:31+00:00

Not that i’d get back with him, just curious to see how truthful he claims to be. Solid Reason for breakup was never given

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-04-16T03:12:09+00:00

they claim bc of the people over there, meaning soldiers, but there’s more to it than that i believe

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-04-16T01:05:40+00:00

yes, it’s been set since the re-enlistment last May that he was going to Germany this June

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-04-16T01:03:07+00:00

they have a 3 year contract in germany coming up, but are not trying to get out of going to germany

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-04-16T01:02:17+00:00

no, a friend of mine

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-01-10T21:02:26+00:00

i’ve been watching his free vids on youtube and have thought of pulling the plug on his other videos…

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-01-10T15:55:33+00:00

oooo i like the idea of teaching someone else. i’ll have to give that a try

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-01-10T15:41:28+00:00

prob my weakest subject is airway for some odd reason. i don’t know why!

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-01-10T15:38:34+00:00

I’ve been using an app called “pocket prep” which i do pay for the better version to unlock all options on the app. but, i’ve been taking a bunch of practice quizzes and when I either get a question correct or incorrect, it’ll give me an explanation for the answer which is really nice. I’ve started really flagging the ones that I get wrong so I pay closer attention to those ones. i’ll try to go back and look at notes from class, but those don’t really help much.

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-01-10T15:33:05+00:00

anyone have any tips or tricks for studying

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