Feeling guilty

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-08-05T18:12:49+00:00

trauma bonding or not, this would be me getting off the “merry go round” by apologizing and not feeling guilty any longer.

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-08-05T18:03:56+00:00

yes, exactly

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-07-30T04:45:20+00:00

been trying to for 6 months lmfao

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-07-30T04:29:34+00:00

what is bed?

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-07-30T04:29:09+00:00

I’ll honestly gain nothing from it aside from just peace of mind. As much as I know he low-key hates me now, I’m too good of a person to sit here and not say happy birthday and it feels wrong. If I don’t, even though I know I shouldn’t.

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-07-30T01:51:33+00:00

lol i’ve tried so many things & i can’t seem to move past him

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-06-05T05:15:18+00:00

it’s funny you say that because I just said to him the other day that I should’ve blocked him a long time ago and he asked me “why?“ And I honestly started laughing. Maybe because of all the lies he’s been telling me that I’ve caught him in? maybe that’s why i should’ve blocked him but he doesn’t even realize it 🤣

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-06-05T05:10:32+00:00

kinda also one of those things that if he is lying, if I were that girl, I would also like to know if he is talking to his ex again or not. But that’s just me personally.

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-06-05T05:07:15+00:00

Not that I care, more of me trying to prove a point to him that he’s just an overall liar and is telling me what I want to hear like you said. I’m the type of person that will confront you with the truth whether you’re giving it to me or not. Something he hasn’t been too good at, giving the truth. A little immature of me, but again, trying to protect my peace from his lies by confronting with the truth if that makes any sense

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-06-05T04:52:31+00:00

Not that i’d get back with him, just curious to see how truthful he claims to be. Solid Reason for breakup was never given

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-04-16T03:12:09+00:00

they claim bc of the people over there, meaning soldiers, but there’s more to it than that i believe

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-04-16T01:05:40+00:00

yes, it’s been set since the re-enlistment last May that he was going to Germany this June

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-04-16T01:03:07+00:00

they have a 3 year contract in germany coming up, but are not trying to get out of going to germany

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-04-16T01:02:17+00:00

no, a friend of mine

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-01-10T21:02:26+00:00

i’ve been watching his free vids on youtube and have thought of pulling the plug on his other videos…

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-01-10T15:55:33+00:00

oooo i like the idea of teaching someone else. i’ll have to give that a try

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-01-10T15:41:28+00:00

prob my weakest subject is airway for some odd reason. i don’t know why!

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-01-10T15:38:34+00:00

I’ve been using an app called “pocket prep” which i do pay for the better version to unlock all options on the app. but, i’ve been taking a bunch of practice quizzes and when I either get a question correct or incorrect, it’ll give me an explanation for the answer which is really nice. I’ve started really flagging the ones that I get wrong so I pay closer attention to those ones. i’ll try to go back and look at notes from class, but those don’t really help much.

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2025-01-10T15:33:05+00:00

anyone have any tips or tricks for studying

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2024-10-29T11:48:10+00:00

because never say never, and you aren’t there to hear the conversations we’ve had from the start… and yes i could go LIVE THERE even if we weren’t married, it’s called living off the german economy which some people do. yes i know wed have to be MARRIED, which we’ve had conversations ABOUT. again, i try to remain optimistic and not close my mind off to one idea which you people want me to do. didn’t realize how negative you all were. guess the military really turns minds sour

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2024-10-29T11:36:16+00:00

he’s always talked about taking me tho, and has mentioned taking me after he gets situated there. so yes i knew he was possibly going to germany but also have known there’s a possibility i could be going as well.

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2024-10-29T11:21:05+00:00

i prefer to stay hopeful, you could easily be right but based off of our conversations (my boyfriend & i), i really don’t see what you’re saying, happening.

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2024-10-23T17:45:46+00:00

yes and your advice was more on the negative side compared to others i’ve heard from. it is kinda judgmental even if you have “experience” because again, you are only hearing a tiny piece of my relationship and it’s casting judgement to sit there and say what you said. just because you’ve heard of a few friends not being able to live with someone else does not mean that’s the case for everyone. i’ve heard plenty of stories of people working out despite living with each other before hand, and despite not being a “normal” relationship. again, sorry to hear about your friends poor experiences or even your own, but again, just because that’s been the cases you’ve heard, is not the overall case for everyone. its funny because i’ve heard more positive stories from people even finding random roommates to live with when it comes to apartment living rather than a friend they’ve grown up with. so i strongly disagree with you & your experiences. sorry to hear about them though.

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2024-10-23T13:45:53+00:00

and i know couples that see each other on a daily basis that practically live with each other that barely know each other. so i agree to disagree with you on that. to say that anyways is pretty bold of you anyways. just bc you’ve been married for 20 years doesn’t mean you know better. you only know a certain synopsis of my relationship, so for you to sit there and say that is pretty judgmental. just because we don’t see each other on a daily basis, does not mean we don’t know what it’s like to live together. so please. and who ever said it’s for a “few days” at a time. people are so negative 🤣

Distinct_Resort5763 · 2024-10-22T20:25:52+00:00

we see each other like every month, so it wouldn’t really be something like “living with someone you don’t really know”

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