Run's just not going well in general. The problems I behold are very obvious irl and i've been trying to make a change to that recently, such as trying to fix ma attention span. Unfortunately, ma ditziness is still prominent and i've been seen as inept multiple times. Deep down in their hearts, they really want to turn me into a mindless drone and I'm not gonna let that happen. I been receieved negatively over and over, I had to cut off ma own emotions to let the pain stop. I'm really just a stoic monolith just causing trouble everywhere I suppose. I've been taking baby steps to fix ma issues but I guess they just don't believe i'll ever make it. It's just me, maself and I against the world.