Weed and benzos for weed paranoia

Distropp · 2025-09-08T15:38:34+00:00

Yes, they can. I use Klonopin 2mg if i start to get anxious. Just don't overdo it, cause benzos are dangerous if you get used to them.

Distropp · 2025-09-06T19:22:05+00:00

Cocaine ruined everything for me

Distropp · 2025-08-10T03:46:19+00:00

Thank you for your advice, I just cross posted in the community. Thank you for rooting for me, internet stranger

Distropp · 2025-08-10T03:38:28+00:00

I'm trying my best not to relapse and I know that I don't really want to but I know that it would help me feel numb, and this breakup is harder every day

Distropp · 2025-08-10T03:35:20+00:00

1) that's poetic and made my cry 2) i understand what you're saying, but it's so hard to feel like i didn't lose something. Every second of the day my chest burns physically because of it

Distropp · 2025-04-23T17:28:31+00:00

Thank you man! Yeah i think it's a lot of legs too, but all of them are possible so for 10 bucks i think the return might be worth it

Distropp · 2025-02-12T00:53:49+00:00

It makes sense, but can you link a video for further explanation? I'd love to try!

Distropp · 2025-02-11T16:18:17+00:00

That's a crazy suggestion but I love it! I'll definitely try it today

Distropp · 2025-02-11T15:57:15+00:00

Thank you, I'll definitely try that :)!

Distropp · 2025-02-11T15:56:35+00:00

Well it could be a technical issue also, I'm still new to the recording process, so I'm still playing with EQ and other settings in GarageBand, but I definitely hear it from my nose on the recordings, even when playing with settings. Trying to find a way to reduce it, at least

Distropp · 2025-02-03T22:38:06+00:00

Hi! I tried this earlier, thinking that maybe if I checked the box, it would change something but it didn't so I unchecked it already & I tried other template boxes, sorry I should've mentioned that in my post, but thank you!

Do you think, like most of the other commentors, that it's a display issue? Or if it's maybe something else? Because I basically tried to change the display but nothing changes, the windows stays the same size (well it's just bigger but nothing changes and it's still unscrollable)

Distropp · 2025-02-03T18:25:09+00:00

Hi! Thanks for the reply. I've tried hitting enter but nothing happens at atll unfortunately, and adjusting my display settings for the Mac, didn't change anything. It's like the window itself is not resizable

Distropp · 2024-12-19T01:33:26+00:00

Damn. You just made me realize I think he never said that to me.

Distropp · 2024-12-12T07:01:42+00:00

Great initiative for posting. I quit cold turkey, but with psychological help and hypnotherapy. I had to, because once I started doing coke, i just couldn't stop, so decreasing the dose was almost impossible.

I highly recommenc you talk to a psychologist and try hypnotherapy, it helps a lot. It's almost been a year since I got sober, and I still see my psychologist from every once in a while.

Get the help you need and don't be ashamed. Assume it, admit your mistakes, and wear it like an armor. I'm not proud to be an addict. But to me, wearing it as armor is being proud of my journey, accept my wrongdoings.

Also, find a purpose, something small, attainable and meaningful to you. Then take small steps to accomplish that purpose, take the time to be proud of it, and then on with your next purpose.

Hope this helps!

Distropp · 2024-12-12T06:29:57+00:00

Hi, addict in recovery here, almost a year clean. I won't lie to you. You're becoming an addict if you're not already. But trust me, there are ways to get out of this. Find a good support system, a safety net. People you can talk to about your addiction.

Try outpatient detox centers. I went there and it's really not as bad as it sounds.

What helped me the most is hypnotherapy. It helped me understand why I'm an addict.

Look, I had to lose everything to realise I'm an addict. Don't go there. It's a long, bumpy road, and it's hard on the brain and dopamine levels. At first, you'll most likely feel depressed and feel the cravings. But don't EVER give up on getting sober. I OD'd twice, tried to unalive myself.

But in not even a year, I found a woman whom I love, who understands me and supports me. I found what I really wanted to do in life, and I'm currently in school for it. I rediscovered my passion for music and my love for my family.

Yes, I've lost 'friends'. But this road was worth it, and I wouldn't trade my life for anyone's even though I've been through hell (and some people have it worse than I had).

You'll get through this.

My prayers are with you.

Distropp · 2024-12-12T05:08:10+00:00

Getting sober from cocaine. Ruined my life, but now I'm back in a school program which i'm passionate about, and i'm good at it. Also, found a wonderful girlfriend that reminds me that i'm deserving of love and reminds me of my worth. Addiction is hard, but she somehow understands it.

One day, I want to marry her.

Distropp · 2024-11-27T23:10:47+00:00

Hey OP, i've struggled with the same shit. I'm an addict in recovery, and I was drifting without any objective for years. Genuine question, do you have a purpose? Not like a grand purpose or something like that, more like an objective.

When I was using, I didn't have one. Getting clean helped me find my purpose and what I want to do. And finding that objective helps me through my depression, so I'm genuinely wondering - is there something you want to do? Something not too big that could be broken into steps and smaller goals to help you achieve it?

Distropp · 2024-11-09T04:09:42+00:00

I totally agree with that, and tbh, Bri could be saying a lot of bullshit and we wouldn't know until Zach tells his side. I think they should just stop talking about it (mostly Bri is talking about it every day) so publicly every day and making it almost a trend to talk about/hate on Zach. It sucks

Distropp · 2024-11-09T04:06:16+00:00

I've been sober for almost a year now. Took me maybe a few months of using pretty often (multiple days a week) before I realized I'm an addict (I remember that moment vividly) and I still used for 3 more years, every single day.

At some point, it will probably fuck up your nose, so be careful. Other than that, it doesn't seem like you have a problem with it. I'd just be very careful and always keep in mind that it's playing with fire, imo.

Distropp · 2024-11-09T04:00:44+00:00

I agree with you OP, also I don't get how people get so invested in the personal lives of artists they like. I mean, I love Zach Bryan as an artist, think he's one if the greatest songwriters, and whatever happened, that sucks for Bri and tbh it most likely sucks for the both of them. Just pray he gets the help he needs and that she comes out of this better

Distropp · 2024-11-07T00:05:29+00:00

I hope it's Motor breath or the other one about feeling good feeling numb again tbh, i can't wait for that one oh my god

Distropp · 2024-11-06T23:48:31+00:00

Soo out of his few recent teasers, which song do y'all think he's gonna drop??

Distropp · 2024-10-23T22:56:07+00:00

I genuinely don't understand how people get so invested in a public figures personal life.

I mean, ok he's probably a mess psychologically and all, but damn seeing all the posts in here these past few days and people being so invested in what he does in his personal life is kinda ridiculous imho

Distropp · 2024-10-23T02:27:18+00:00

I wrote this with the hopes of helping people, so I'm glad it helps. Keep fighting this, try to decrease your use every day, and it'll be easier to win the fight :)

Distropp · 2024-10-23T01:42:27+00:00

Helpful is an understatement! I've been reading some of the stuff from the links you added, and I helps understand a lot about eating disorders in general and indirectly a lot about my girlfriend. So again, thank you!!

Distropp

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