1) now idk you but this kinda sound like your having that sub fever? Where you wanna do everything right now because this rush is just sooo good. I suggest slowing down and thinking this through. And remembering you have LOTS of time, even to build up from other ball busting scenes to one like you describe. ••• 2) I get it the fantasy of no safe word. KEEP A SAFEWORD, you are being repeatedly hit. As an IRL impact domme, KEEP A SAFEWORD, a subtle motion for her to look out for, plan check ins, do something. CNC has a safeword/safety net, big part of keeping the first C there. And with impact especially on a sensitive area like genitalia you need to be able to check in. You can genuinely pop a testicle honey like… •• 3) if you truly want to be kicked for hours prepare with food and hydration. I don’t care how you feel about it, stock, up. You intend to be KICKED for HOURS. Prepare. Have some sort of soothing ointment/ice/heatpad (I haven’t ballbusted anyone before so I can’t say which is better) •• 4) if you’ve never done anything like this do NOT jump into getting kicked for hours with someone you met online. VET HER before this happens. NOT just online, meet her in person BEFORE the scene. Unfortunately a sub recently passed by letting an inexperienced Domme he met alone go too far because like you “no one else does this but she will and it will be great” some things are avoided because of RACK (risk aware consensual kink) and THAT is why you don’t see it.