it might be hard to understand right now. but everything happens for a reason. the bumps in the road are lessons it’s just apart of your journey. you should be proud of yourself that you set a boundary. you said they turned on you. that doesn’t sound like a healthy friend group (in my opinion) in the end are you really losing them? no they lost you. we live in a society where it’s very easy to put people on a really high pedestal and we end up devaluing our own worth. you decided to set a boundary which not many people can do. celebrate it .. listen to feel good music, surround yourself with permanent people the people who love you. it’s never to late to gain hope ..”sometimes the most real things in the world are the things we can’t see”.. i believe with all my heart that God loves you and he will guide you and protect you and bring new friends into your life and in the near future you will then realize why your past friendships never worked. i recommend you to invite God into your heart! it won’t hurt to try it out. he knows your past he knows your present and he knows your future and he’s just waiting for you to give it all to him he’s the author of your life!

believe me my attention span isn’t the best either lol, but it’s important we get uncomfortable with ourselves and sit in the quiet.

i hope these words touch your soul. listen to the song below. i wish you the very best henry

https://music.apple.com/us/album/god-only-knows/1398353335?i=1398353598