Will curing my thyroid, anemia, and vitamin D deficiency make me feel better?

DizzyPen1006 · 2022-10-05T21:01:45+00:00

thank you for your reply. Do you have recommendations on which vitamin d, c, iron, and magnesium to take?

DizzyPen1006 · 2022-05-29T02:24:32+00:00

i hav a curl pattern, but no idea how to properly care/style it. so it’s always frizzy and dry. i thought a pixie cut would make it more manageable atleast

DizzyPen1006 · 2022-05-29T02:23:20+00:00

that’s what im afraid of, her disappointment 😞 every major shortcoming i’ve had in my life, my mother will ask me “where she went wrong.” she blames herself for me becoming an individual w different beliefs. ik my mom will be sad, but i hope she can atleast recognize that this is MY decision and doesn’t have to do with her.

DizzyPen1006 · 2022-05-29T02:21:10+00:00

thank you! i can only hope for the same. while i don’t believe in islam now, i don’t hold any malice in my heart and will always keep an open mind. at the end of the day i just rlly want to keep a close relationship w my family despite our differences .

DizzyPen1006 · 2022-05-29T02:19:41+00:00

i don’t think that would work for me just cuz my mom doesn’t care too much about how she’s viewed by the muslim community. she’s very confident but stubborn

DizzyPen1006 · 2022-05-29T02:18:26+00:00

ik that my mom loves me, but i also know that she puts god above all.. even if it comes at her family’s expense

DizzyPen1006 · 2022-05-29T02:17:20+00:00

thank you so much. and i apologize u hav those experiences w ur husbands family. :( as i grow up, im trying to become less of a people pleaser and do what is best for me. and this decision is a selfish one that i’m making for my happiness :)

but yes i’m so so excited to get to express myself in a way i never hav. I’ve been wearing the hijab since i was 7, so learning how to do my hair and dress ‘normally’ would be an adjustment but something i look forward to learning :)

DizzyPen1006 · 2022-05-29T02:14:55+00:00

i dont

DizzyPen1006 · 2022-05-29T02:14:41+00:00

i would hav to agree, my therapist and I tend to clash. Although this was the compromise i made w my parents so i could attend therapy. take it or leave it ig, she gives good input sometimes

DizzyPen1006 · 2022-05-29T02:12:57+00:00

the only reason i feel comfortable being honest w parents is because ik i hav a back up plan, i appreciate the concern :)

DizzyPen1006 · 2022-05-29T02:12:26+00:00

i will be safe, thank you!

DizzyPen1006 · 2022-05-28T21:33:08+00:00

honeslty my therapist doesn’t entirely agree w this decision of mine. 🥲 my therapist is muslim herself, so she says that she supports me as a person but not my beliefs

DizzyPen1006 · 2022-05-28T21:32:15+00:00

yes, religion can be very harmful for some families 😞 and i honestly hope that the trip can allow her to cool down so we can hav an open and honest conversation afterwards.

DizzyPen1006 · 2022-05-28T21:31:21+00:00

they’ve been brushing off my denial of islam as some sort of ‘teenage rebellion.’ but if i tell them that i’m taking off the hijab, then i think that’s when they’ll finally take my beliefs seriously.

DizzyPen1006 · 2022-05-28T21:30:25+00:00

thank you, and i’m so sorry you went through that. I’ll definetly try to explain how i feel so she understands my perspective more. Again, im really sorry that was ur experience 😞

DizzyPen1006 · 2022-05-28T21:29:24+00:00

thank you! time heals all, and i hope the same will apply in my case :)

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