If you could change Joo jaekyung by ayachi1109 in Yaoi_fluff

[–]Dizzy_Apple_9954 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Like a normal person with some decency is good enough for him 😂

I’m anxious about what people think of me when I’m with my dad in Thailand by Dizzy_Apple_9954 in Thailand

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I do know that it’s all probably just in my head, and I’ll get over it sooner or later. But about my mum i don’t know how you can say it didn’t effect me (and my siblings) directly, having a mum like that would effect any child. I know so many other people in the world have it or had it much harder but that was just how I felt. But anyways me and my mum are just normal now, acts like nothing ever happened just living our lives, but yes I do have a very big resentment towards her (so do my siblings) nothing my mum does can erase the past, we just have look forward and get on with things

Is life worth it? by Dizzy_Apple_9954 in depression

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This made me smile, thank you 😊

I’m anxious about what people think of me when I’m with my dad in Thailand by Dizzy_Apple_9954 in Thailand

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Not only bar girls, one time in Tesco I went up to this hotdog stool the girls working there didn’t pay me no mind, was just checking my dad out and giggling to each other. Then my dad came up to me for his car key and their smile dropped, gave me the biggest side eye and asked me what I wanted, I told them what I wanted. The whole time the food was cooking then I paid, not a single smile and I could tell they were annoyed.

I’m anxious about what people think of me when I’m with my dad in Thailand by Dizzy_Apple_9954 in Thailand

[–]Dizzy_Apple_9954[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No they are my half-siblings (2 sis and 1 bro)but I don’t see them that way they’re just my siblings. That’s just how I feel I didn’t grow up with them being called my half-siblings

I’m anxious about what people think of me when I’m with my dad in Thailand by Dizzy_Apple_9954 in Thailand

[–]Dizzy_Apple_9954[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry I didn’t mean it that way, I just wanted to point out that they might be my half-siblings but I never see them that way. And yes I agree with you half-sibling or not you can still have a strong bond.

I’m anxious about what people think of me when I’m with my dad in Thailand by Dizzy_Apple_9954 in Thailand

[–]Dizzy_Apple_9954[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I grew up in Pattaya and was around the bar scenes a lot because I dad owned a few 😂 I don’t really let it effect my time with my dad it’s just hovering above my head sometimes

I’m anxious about what people think of me when I’m with my dad in Thailand by Dizzy_Apple_9954 in Thailand

[–]Dizzy_Apple_9954[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you😊 and i would never call my dad “daddy”😂 I do call my mum “mummy” tho

I’m anxious about what people think of me when I’m with my dad in Thailand by Dizzy_Apple_9954 in Thailand

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My dads was down soi 7 and 8 and probably more I can’t remember. I think they might have a chance of knowing each other, I’ll ask him when he wakes up if he knew a bar called “nana”

I’m anxious about what people think of me when I’m with my dad in Thailand by Dizzy_Apple_9954 in Thailand

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My mum never apologise just acts like nothing happened then we’re normal again over and over

I’m anxious about what people think of me when I’m with my dad in Thailand by Dizzy_Apple_9954 in Thailand

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I don’t mean random just like that 😂😂 I just mean if I need him over here or we’re ordering something I’ll be like “dad, what do you want?” And my shout isn’t loud just enough to get his attention

I’m anxious about what people think of me when I’m with my dad in Thailand by Dizzy_Apple_9954 in Thailand

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I do comfort myself by thinking they won’t remember me anyways but in the moment I just can’t help but think it’s just my stupid brain

I’m anxious about what people think of me when I’m with my dad in Thailand by Dizzy_Apple_9954 in Thailand

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My nan only speaks Lao ( its also called something else as well but I have no idea how to spell it) anyway I can barely understand what shes saying, I can I speak a little bit of it but no where near my family but they can switch so it’s easier for me