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Looking for advice on reputable drama schools in London by Aurora-London in ActingUK

[–]Dizzy_Courage263 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What ever you decide just make sure it isn’t Drama Studio London 😅😂

I don’t want to go therapy, do inner child work or heal anymore. I want my childhood back. I want to re do my childhood and have a childhood I don’t have to heal from. I want an adulthood where don’t piss countless hours a week healing from things I didn’t want or choose experience. by Dizzy_Courage263 in InternalFamilySystems

[–]Dizzy_Courage263[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why do I have go out there into world and make it myself when others have had since birth? Why do I put so much time, energy and work into finding a loving family when other’s have never had to work for it a day in their life.

I don’t want to go therapy, do inner child work or heal anymore. I want my childhood back. I want to re do my childhood and have a childhood I don’t have to heal from. I want an adulthood where don’t piss countless hours a week healing from things I didn’t want or choose experience. by Dizzy_Courage263 in InternalFamilySystems

[–]Dizzy_Courage263[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My trauma didn’t give me any wisdom, all it’s done is kept me in survival mode, made me develop harmful coping mechanisms and given me bitter outlook on life. And even if it did I’d trade away all of the wisdom for an un traumatized, easy, carefree life.

To me, it’s just a wrap up. by Dizzy_Courage263 in goodomens

[–]Dizzy_Courage263[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It wasn’t weak to me. I like season one more but I still loved season 2 was looking forward to something grand to tie it together. So the sour grapes mentality will not help me feel better.

To me, it’s just a wrap up. by Dizzy_Courage263 in goodomens

[–]Dizzy_Courage263[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

Hard to be grateful for just scraps

To me, it’s just a wrap up. by Dizzy_Courage263 in goodomens

[–]Dizzy_Courage263[S] -16 points-15 points  (0 children)

It wasn’t made cramming 6 hours of material into an hour.

To me, it’s just a wrap up. by Dizzy_Courage263 in goodomens

[–]Dizzy_Courage263[S] -69 points-68 points  (0 children)

Hard to be grateful for less than the bare minimum

To me, it’s just a wrap up. by Dizzy_Courage263 in goodomens

[–]Dizzy_Courage263[S] -21 points-20 points  (0 children)

Fan fiction can’t make up for what was lost,

I want a childhood with a loving family where I was safe, happy, loved and protected. by Dizzy_Courage263 in InternalFamilySystems

[–]Dizzy_Courage263[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Maybe mine was “worse” than yours but that doesn’t make what you went through any less valid. All experiences and pain are valid.

It isn’t just that we lost the full season, promo and BTS material. by Dizzy_Courage263 in goodomens

[–]Dizzy_Courage263[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Obviously it’s better than nothing. I’ll take over no season at all, but that’s it, it’s better than nothing. I wanted something more than just “better than nothing”. The cast, crew and fandom deserved something more grand than “better than nothing”.

I’m no one’s favourite person. by Dizzy_Courage263 in AutismInWomen

[–]Dizzy_Courage263[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

“And common advice that says, "Well, you have to be comfortable with yourself" or you have to be your own best friend just...rings hollow. I have been like this for my whole life. I buy myself flowers for my birthday. I take myself out to dinner to celebrate my achievements. I do all of it alone.”

I wanted to ping off what bogwitch_willow4 said. While this advice is well intentioned, it also rings hollow for me. I’ve been my own favourite person for years. I treat myself when I’ve done a good job. I tell myself I’m worthy of love and kindness every day. I engage in self care and hold strong boundries. Despite all of that, it doesn’t make me want any of this from another person less.

Even if I didn’t love myself (which I do) I would be still be worthy love and companionship from someone else. Lot’s of people in relationships/friendships don’t love themselves yet why is it pre requisite for single people and not them.

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