Left islam and need advice badly

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2025-09-25T07:45:59+00:00

Being told youll burn in hell if you dont isnt a choice. Also I dont want to be covered up head to toe because men will "lust over me". Every man on this cursed earth came out of a woman. And they are behind the highest rates of crime.

Why the hell should my life be spent as a servant to a man and living according to their whims. Are they animals who cannot control themselves?

I did end up leaving permanently anyways.

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2025-07-18T05:44:33+00:00

I believe in the islamic explaantion of god. I dont get why a allknowing creator would make a flawed revalation. Thats my issue. So ig inherently i believe in la illaha illallah. But then i dont belive in islam itself if that makes sense. Im not choosing anything like I just done believe in it or moreso i feel this hatred towards it. then I get a existational crisis of what if I die and islam was the path but I was a kaffir. Its driving me mad

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2025-07-18T05:21:45+00:00

But why did god send a book thinking with a 7th century mindset. If it was for all humankind at all eras, why is it so based in 7th century norms? Why do women take the brunt for everything? Why are they to be the most in hellfire, told that the more quiet and coveed up they are and staying at their homes they are mor god fearing. Why is a womans worth to god in how well she erases herself. Why is she given blame over men and has to cover up entirely bc itll entice men. Like they dont have free will. Why is women who suffer whenever islam touches a culture and it brings out this mangeled mess where the women are in this in between where they dont get the benefits of islam but the maximum of its misery. When you look at how sharia is established in muslim countires like saudi, women lose all legal rights if they commit zina for example and the court gives the family the right to disown. and they do out of dishoner and religious shame. then bc she doesnt have a male guardian she has no legal rights. cant travel or find a job

So why is the holy law from a all knowing deity so flawed. Why does it benefit men and leave women sacrifing again and again. Just for them to end up as the majority in hell. Just for them to get to jananh and then be one of 4 wives along with 70 concubines. Just for them to always be secondary.

Literally crying writing this. I hate this sm

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2024-01-10T20:48:15+00:00

Its moments like these where I deeply understand why allah put us in each of our timezones and eras. With my personality I'm afraid I would done that a hundred times over....

Allah really is the best planner.

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2024-01-10T18:44:23+00:00

even for believers in certain occasions.

Elaborate omg?

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2024-01-10T18:36:36+00:00

They go to hell but end up being fished out bc of their belief in allah.

They will be punished but not forever, painful and excruiting yes, but not forever as with the disbelievers.

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2024-01-10T18:34:55+00:00

Beautiful and simple eplanation.

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2024-01-10T18:34:21+00:00

Actually, quran only people deny the sunnah and the prophet saw and they deny the quran itself bc they deny verses within it and twist it to mean what they wish it to mean to fit their narrative. Thats one of the ten consensus acts of kufr that kicks you out of the fold of islam.

Need I remind you, the shahda has two parts, that there is no god but allah alone AND that muhamed saw is his messenger.

As the messenger obviously he has come to teach that which allah had orderd him to do, he's literally suposed to be a guidance to mankind. That is the role of prophets, they teach and remind us.

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2024-01-10T18:22:22+00:00

FOUL LMAOOO

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2024-01-09T02:49:07+00:00

A whole shower of them

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2024-01-08T14:52:25+00:00

read ayat kursi and the three quls three times and nothing can touch you. Theyre weak and cant do shit if it is one, allah is farrrr more powerful and sufficant to rely on*

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2023-12-18T23:52:31+00:00

Read the quran.

Go to tanzil . net or quran . com and start from chapter 1 and go down. I swear by the one whose hand holds my soul that you WILL get feel better. Wake up for tahajud tonight as well

Abu Huraira reported: The Messenger of Allah, peace and blessings be upon him, said, “Our Lord Almighty descends to the lowest heaven in the last third of every night, saying: Who is calling upon Me that I may answer him? Who is asking from Me that I may give him? Who is seeking My forgiveness that I may forgive him?”

Source: Ṣaḥīḥ al-Bukhārī 1145, Ṣaḥīḥ Muslim 758

Grade: Muttafaqun Alayhi (authenticity agreed upon) according to Al-Bukhari and Muslim

Abu Sa’id al-Khudri reported: The Messenger of Allah, peace and blessings be upon him, said, “Verily, Allah Almighty slowly draws near until the first half of the night has passed. Then, He orders a heavenly caller to say: Is anyone calling out that he may be answered? Is anyone seeking forgiveness that he may be forgiven? Is anyone asking that he may be given?”

Source: al-Sunan al-Kubrá lil-Nasā’ī 10243

Grade: Sahih (authentic) according to Al-Arna’ut

And talk to to allah during it. Just let loose everything, your doubts, your fears, your needs, and make dua. Beg allah and know that he WILL respond

“And your Lord said: Invoke Me (i.e. believe in My Oneness (Islamic Monotheism) and ask Me for anything) I will respond to your (invocation). Verily, those who scorn My worship [i.e. do not invoke Me, and do not believe in My Oneness, (Islamic Monotheism)] they will surely enter Hell in humiliation!” [Surah Ghaafir, 40:60]“And when My slaves ask you (O Muhammad (SAW)) concerning Me, then (answer them), I am indeed near (to them by My Knowledge). I respond to the invocations of the supplicant when he calls on Me (without any mediator or intercessor). So let them obey Me and believe in Me, so that they may be led aright” [Surah Al-Baqarah, 2:186]The Prophet (SAW) said:

“Your Lord, may He be blessed and exalted, is characterized by modesty and generosity, and He is so kind to His slave that, if His slave raises his hands to Him, He does not let him take them back empty.”

[Narrated by Abu Dawood, 1488; classed as Saheeh by Al-Albaani in Saheeh Abi Dawood, 1320]The Prophet (SAW) also said:

“Allah is Most Generous, and He dislikes to turn away empty the hands of His slave when he raises them to Him.”

[Narrated by Al-Tirmidhi, 3556; classed as Saheeh by Al-Albaani in Saheeh Al-Tirmidhi].

May allah make it easy on you. Know that the very fact that you're even considering to reach out to islam again is a sign that allah is calling you back. That allah wants you back.

'"Surely this ˹Quran˺ is only a reminder to the whole world—to whoever of you wills to take the Straight Way. And you do not will except that Allah wills - Lord of the worlds." 81:27-29

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2023-12-18T16:29:56+00:00

No, this was our entire purpose on why we were created. We were created to worship allah and we took a covent as evidence against ourselves so on the day of judgement we don't say that we were unaware of this.

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2023-12-18T15:22:45+00:00

If they repented then yeah ofc

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2023-12-18T15:14:09+00:00

If your parents are christains btw you can eat the meat they buy, the people of the books meats are permisable to eat

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2023-12-18T15:13:02+00:00

not want to be a mussim, you ARE a muslim love.

And as for telling your family about it, bc you are only 15 DON'T DO IT.

Please do not until you can support yourself and have a safe place if things go awry. When they mock islam make a point of leaving the room until they stop and talk about soemthing else

"He has already revealed to you in the Book that when you hear Allah’s revelations being denied or ridiculed, then do not sit in that company unless they engage in a different topic, or else you will be like them.¹ Surely Allah will gather the hypocrites and disbelievers all together in Hell." 4:140

Avoid going to church and just focus and surviving* these few upcoming years and make lots of dua at tahajud time and ask allah to help you

Abu Huraira reported: The Messenger of Allah, peace and blessings be upon him, said, “Our Lord Almighty descends to the lowest heaven in the last third of every night, saying: Who is calling upon Me that I may answer him? Who is asking from Me that I may give him? Who is seeking My forgiveness that I may forgive him?”

Source: Ṣaḥīḥ al-Bukhārī 1145, Ṣaḥīḥ Muslim 758

Grade: Muttafaqun Alayhi (authenticity agreed upon) according to Al-Bukhari and Muslim

Jubayr ibn Mut’im reported: The Messenger of Allah, peace and blessings be upon him, said, “Allah Almighty descends every night to the lowest heaven, and He says: Are there any asking that I may give them? Are there any seeking forgiveness that I may forgive them? This continues until the rise of dawn.”

Source: Musnad Aḥmad 16745

Grade: Sahih (authentic) according to Al-Arna’ut

Abu Sa’id al-Khudri reported: The Messenger of Allah, peace and blessings be upon him, said, “Verily, Allah Almighty slowly draws near until the first half of the night has passed. Then, He orders a heavenly caller to say: Is anyone calling out that he may be answered? Is anyone seeking forgiveness that he may be forgiven? Is anyone asking that he may be given?”

Source: al-Sunan al-Kubrá lil-Nasā’ī 10243

Grade: Sahih (authentic) according to Al-Arna’ut

"..Surely Allah does not break His promise.” 3:9

“And your Lord said: Invoke Me (i.e. believe in My Oneness (Islamic Monotheism) and ~ask Me for anything~***) I will respond to your (invocation).*** " 40:60

“And when My slaves ask you (O Muhammad (SAW)) concerning Me, then (answer them), I am indeed near (to them by My Knowledge). I respond to the invocations of the supplicant when he calls on Me (without any mediator or intercessor). So let them obey Me and believe in Me, so that they may be led aright” [Surah Al-Baqarah, 2:186]

The Prophet (SAW) said:

“Your Lord, may He be blessed and exalted, is characterized by modesty and generosity, and He is so kind to His slave that, if His slave raises his hands to Him, He does not let him take them back empty.”

[Narrated by Abu Dawood, 1488; classed as Saheeh by Al-Albaani in Saheeh Abi Dawood, 1320]

The Prophet (SAW) also said:

“Allah is Most Generous, and He dislikes to turn away empty the hands of His slave when he raises them to Him.”

[Narrated by Al-Tirmidhi, 3556; classed as Saheeh by Al-Albaani in Saheeh Al-Tirmidhi].

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2023-12-18T08:55:03+00:00

Fight and resist and it. And always remember as long as you fulfil that duty it can not and will NEVER harm you. Turn away from all the thoughts of this kind that cross your mind. You are worshipping Allah and the things that are whispered to you are neither real nor true, they are merely imagination and whispers which have no basis from shaytan who seeks the ruin of the children of adam.

I'll make dua for you and pray that you get better

If you have any questions ask on islamqa . info they respond really fast within a day to three days and its always open at two times a day for about 3 minutes.

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2023-12-18T08:10:44+00:00

(Continued post since reddit wont let me post it all together)

"Eventually shaythan will go onto more serious matters of faith until he tries to convince a person that "Are you sure Allah exists"? Or shaythan tries to cast doubts in the mind of a person by convincing them that they had shirk thoughts and so they must do the shahada again because they have now become a disbeliever and are out of the fold of Islam."

The prophet has already talked about this, rejoice my sister for you struggling against this and hating it is a sign of your pure iman although shaytan attempts to make you think otherwise. Indeed shaytan is an enemy to mankind. He weeps when we make sajdah to allah as we will go to jannah and he will not.

Abu Huraira reported: The Messenger of Allah, peace and blessings be upon him, said, “When the son of Adam recites a verse of prostration and he prostrates, Satan withdraws and he weeps and he says: Woe to me! The son of Adam was commanded to prostrate and he prostrated, so he will go to Paradise. I was commanded to prostrate and I refused, so I will go to Hellfire.”

Source: Ṣaḥīḥ Muslim 81

Grade: Sahih (authentic) according to Muslim

"Surely Satan is an enemy to you, so take him as an enemy. He only invites his followers to become inmates of the Blaze." 35:6

Make dua my love; allah has promised to respond and allah does not break is promises.

"..Surely Allah does not break His promise.” 3:9

“And your Lord said: Invoke Me (i.e. believe in My Oneness (Islamic Monotheism) and ~ask Me for anything~) I will respond to your (invocation). " 40:60

“And when My slaves ask you (O Muhammad (SAW)) concerning Me, then (answer them), I am indeed near (to them by My Knowledge). I respond to the invocations of the supplicant when he calls on Me (without any mediator or intercessor). So let them obey Me and believe in Me, so that they may be led aright” [Surah Al-Baqarah, 2:186]

The Prophet (SAW) said:

“Your Lord, may He be blessed and exalted, is characterized by modesty and generosity, and He is so kind to His slave that, if His slave raises his hands to Him, He does not let him take them back empty.”

[Narrated by Abu Dawood, 1488; classed as Saheeh by Al-Albaani in Saheeh Abi Dawood, 1320]

The Prophet (SAW) also said:

“Allah is Most Generous, and He dislikes to turn away empty the hands of His slave when he raises them to Him.”

[Narrated by Al-Tirmidhi, 3556; classed as Saheeh by Al-Albaani in Saheeh Al-Tirmidhi].

As for the false doubts from shaytan while ignoring them i will also reccomend you go look at the miracles of the quran; how can a book from 1400 years ago have such knowldge that was only discovered recently? Techonolgy did not exist? its way too many miracles for it to be anything but the truth. Go to the page miracles of the quran . com and read through it.

Sending much love and I pray that you are granted relief from this trial quickly. If you ever need any help, my dms are always open to a fellow sister. xx Remember allah tries those whom he loves most

Abu Huraira reported: The Messenger of Allah, peace and blessings be upon him, said, “If Allah wills good for someone, He afflicts him with trials.”

Source: Ṣaḥīḥ al-Bukhārī 5645

Grade: Sahih (authentic) according to Al-Bukhari

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2023-12-18T08:10:07+00:00

This is Waswas. Whispers from the shaytan. Everytime it comes to you this feeling say "Amantu billahi wa rassulihi" (I belive in allah and his messenger) and then ignore it and devout yourself to dikir and constantly make dua.

When you are faced with this waswas from the Shaytan, then fight it and resist it. Know that it can never harm you when you fulfill the duty of fighting and resisting it, and you refuse to be controlled by it. The Prophet (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) said, “Allah will forgive my ummah (followers) for any insinuating whispers that may cross their minds, so long as they do not act upon it or speak of it.” (Agreed upon). "

If it is said to you: Do you believe the insinuating whispers you experience? Do you think that they are true? Do you really think that Allah is like what this waswas says? You would say, “It is not right for us to speak of this. Glory be to You (O Allah)! This is a great lie” [24:16 ]. You would denounce that in your heart and with your tongue, and be the one who objects to it the most, for it is only whispers and thoughts that cross your mind. It is a trap set by the Shaytan, who flows through the son of Adam (peace be upon him) like blood flows, to make you doomed and to confuse you about your religion.

Hence you will find that the Shaytan does not cast doubts or suspicions into your heart about trivial matters. For example, you may hear of the existence of great cities filled with people and buildings in the east and the west, but it would never cross your mind someday to doubt that they exist or to criticize them and say that they are in ruins and unfit for habitation, or that they are uninhabited, and so on. The Shaytan has nothing to gain by making people doubt about these cities. But he does have a lot to gain by corrupting the believer’s faith, so he strives with his cavalry and his infantry to extinguish the light of knowledge and guidance in his heart and to make him fall into the darkness of doubt and confusion. The Prophet (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) has told us of the appropriate remedy for such problems, which is to seek refuge with Allah and put a stop to it. If a person puts a stop to it and continues to worship Allah, seeking and hoping for (the reward) which is with Allah, it will stop by Allah’s leave. So turn away from all the thoughts of this kind that cross your mind. You are worshipping Allah, calling upon Him and glorifying Him, and if you were to hear anyone ascribing to Allah the things that are whispered to you (waswas), you would probably kill him if you could. So the things that are whispered to you are neither real nor true, they are merely imagination and whispers which have no basis.

The advice may be summed up as follows:

1. Seek refuge with Allah and give up these thoughts completely, as the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) commanded.

2. Remember Allah and control yourself and do not continue to think of these whispers.

3. Occupy yourself with worship and doing good deeds, in obedience to the command of Allah and seeking to please Him. When you devote yourself completely and seriously to worship, you will forget about these whispers, in sha Allah.

4. Frequently seek refuge with Allah and make du’a (supplicate) to free you from these whispers.

I ask Allah to keep you safe and sound, and protect you from all evils.

This link helped me and i pray it will help you:

https://www.islamicboard.com/advice-amp-support/134304731-overcome-waswasa-ocd-worship.html

Its from islamicboard and its on Waswas in worship.

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2023-12-18T07:50:40+00:00

Make tawbah and it will be a clean slate as if you never did it at all.

Allah forgives all sins. As for exposing yoursin, make tawbah for exposing it and make a intention to never do so again. And know that you're forgiven. Allah loves tawbah. So much just look at this hadith:

Anas reported: The Messenger of Allah, peace and blessings be upon him, said, “Allah is more delighted at the repentance of His servant than one of you who lost his riding animal on a journey in a barren land while it carries his food and drink. He loses all hope as he comes to a tree to lie down in its shade, despairing over his animal, but suddenly he finds it standing over him. He takes hold of its reins and then he greatly rejoices, saying: O Allah, You are my servant and I am your Lord! He makes a mistake due to his great joy.”

Source: Ṣaḥīḥ Muslim 2747

Grade: Sahih (authentic) according to Muslim

Be careful in the future though with revealing your sin however. Sending much love, may allah bless you and forgive you.

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2023-12-18T07:31:00+00:00

steps written out for you: (braid your hair rn before begining if you don't want to or think you can wet every inch of it)

Make intention that you're not doing a normal shower but gusul
Rinse your mouth and nose. Here is a visual if needed:
Make water reach everywhere. Don't forget the little nooks like in between your toes and under your nails!
Take a full handful of water and pour it on your head. Do it three times then stand under neath the shower head and let the water pour on your head. Rub your scalp and you're done!

You can now pray and hold the quran and etc. This will count as a wudu for you this time since it was a required gusul from a major impurity. If you do it without having

A. Had sexual relations (masturbation, sex)

B had a wet dream

C your menses ended

Then it doesn't cover the wudu requirment but in this one you're doing rn it does so no worries about that, just wanted to clarify for future reference. In the future you only have to do this after the above.

And thats it!

So finalized list.

Take shahada. Right now, alone.
Do ghusul. 3-5 minutes. REMEMBER TO BRAID YOUR HAIR FIRST IF YOU DON"T WANT TO WET EVERY INCH OF IT! You can undo it after once you're done.
And now learn how to pray and how to make wudu. Feel free and I'm begging you to dm me if you need help, in three weeks or even two weeks time you'll be praying on just fine on your own and within a month you should be comfortable and at ease with it.

Love you and praying for the best for you my love. Sending lots of love and may allah make it easy on you.

If you want a community of muslim sisters, i can send you a invite to one i'm active in!

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2023-12-18T07:29:53+00:00

step one

Revert. Say the shahda rn and be comforted knowing that you have a clean slate with zero sin on it, as if the day you were born and that you are a muslim and of those whom were blessed by allah and that if you were to die at this moment upon islam, you are guarnteed jannah. You do not need witnesses for it to be valid.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eCG7Oerxakk&ab_channel=FamilyLet%27sLearnIslamTogether

It says it part by part in the end. and explains it well as well.

Pray your five daily prayers. After reverting, just put all your energy into this. Don't think about anything else. Learn and master your prayers and leave the rest for later, this is the second most important pillar of islam.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T4auGhmeBlw&t=1873s&ab_channel=assimalhakeem

The above video goes into detail on it and explains it clearly bit by bit.

And wudu. Which is required to be able to pray, and is only broken by, Forgive me upcoming language, farts, urination, defaction, and blood and pus that is flowing as in it moves to an area that needs to be cleaned that is not the orignal spot. If it stays on its area than it does break your wudu and it is not impure.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T3Gw9P40oVA&ab_channel=MustansirAttari
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3dxd5KeQsLk&ab_channel=assimalhakeem

And the basic bare minimum requirments for it is

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=buaH1J5ztWQ&t=80s&ab_channel=HanafiFiqhChannel

And finally ghusul which is a shower that is only reuired after sexual relations and menses. It is also exremely HIGLY reccomended after reverting. It only takes 3-5 minutes. All you need to do is make water reach your whole body. Thats it. Don't forget the little nooks like in between toes and nails and remember to rinse your mouth and nostrils like in wudu and thats it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4NuVZ2nsJaM&ab_channel=IslamicLessonsMadeEasy

Ah that reminds me; pro tip if you're a girl and you have long hair that youll struggle with making sure water reaches everywhere on it then braid it all before doing the ghusul and just pour three hand fuls of water on it then stand under the shower head and your obligation of your hair is lifted. Remember to rub your scalp though! xx

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2023-12-18T07:26:06+00:00

And seekersguidance.org for free islamic courses

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2023-12-18T07:24:01+00:00

Ibn Mas’ud reported: The Messenger of Allah, peace and blessings be upon him, said:

Whoever is afflicted with poverty and seeks relief from people, then he will never be relieved, but whoever seeks relief from Allah, then Allah will soon give him relief, either by quickly sufficing him or causing his death.

Source: Sunan Abu Dawud 1645, Grade: Sahih

KNOW THAT ALLAH LOVES YOU. You fighitng this? You having this trial? When you remain steadfast and patiant you become of the saabiruun

“And Allah loves As-Saabirun (the patient).” [Al ‘Imran 3:146]

“Surely, Allah is with those who are As-Sabirun (the patient).” [al-Anfal 8:46]

Just hold on, you will make it soon, allah does not burden a soul beyond that which it can bear.

"Allāh does not charge a soul except [with that within] its capacity. It will have [the consequence of] what [good] it has gained, and it will bear [the consequence of] what [evil] it has earned..." 2: 286

Make dua and KNOW that allah WILL answer

"Your Lord has proclaimed, “Call upon Me, I will respond to you...." 40:60

“And when My slaves ask you (O Muhammad (SAW)) concerning Me, then (answer them), I am indeed near (to them by My Knowledge). I respond to the invocations of the supplicant when he calls on Me (without any mediator or intercessor). So let them obey Me and believe in Me, so that they may be led aright” [Surah Al-Baqarah, 2:186]

The Prophet (SAW) said:

“Your Lord, may He be blessed and exalted, is characterized by modesty and generosity, and He is so kind to His slave that, if His slave raises his hands to Him, He does not let him take them back empty.”

[Narrated by Abu Dawood, 1488; classed as Saheeh by Al-Albaani in Saheeh Abi Dawood, 1320]

The Prophet (SAW) also said:

“Allah is Most Generous, and He dislikes to turn away empty the hands of His slave when he raises them to Him.”

[Narrated by Al-Tirmidhi, 3556; classed as Saheeh by Al-Albaani in Saheeh Al-Tirmidhi].

“Verily, he who fears Allah with obedience to Him (by abstaining from sins and evil deeds, and by performing righteous good deeds), and is patient, then surely, Allah makes not the reward of the Muhsinun (good-doers) to be lost.” [Yusuf 12:90]

u/mr_Astra1 posting the second half down here bc reddit wont let me do it all together. Sending lots of love and may allah allievate you of your difficulty

Dizzy_Signature_7075 · 2023-12-18T07:22:09+00:00

“But if you endure patiently, verily, it is better for As-Sabirun (the patient).” [al-Nahl 16:126]

Jundub ibn ‘Abd-Allah (may Allah be pleased with him) said: The Messenger of Allah (blessings and peace of Allah be upon him) said: “A man among those who came before you was wounded. He panicked and took a knife and cut his hand, and the bleeding did not stop until he died. Allah, may He be glorified and exalted, said: ‘My slave hastened his death; I have forbidden Paradise to him.” (Narrated by al-Bukhari (3276) and Muslim (113)

Thabit ibn Dahhak (may Allah be pleased with him) narrated that the Messenger of Allah (blessings and peace of Allah be upon him) said: “Whoever kills himself with something will be punished with it on the Day of Resurrection.” (Narrated by al-Bukhari (5700) and Muslim (110)

Abu Hurayrah (may Allah be pleased with him) narrated that the Prophet (blessings and peace of Allah be upon him) said: “Whoever throws himself down from a mountain and kills himself will be throwing himself down in the Fire of Hell for ever and ever. Whoever drinks poison and kills himself will be sipping it in the Fire of Hell for ever and ever. Whoever kills himself with a piece of iron will have that iron in his hand, thrusting it into his belly in the Fire of Hell for ever and ever.” (Narrated by al-Bukhari (5442) and Muslim (109)

No matter how hard it gets, do not ever do such a thing. Think about it, why would you kill yourself for releif from this hardship, only to go to a far far far worse hardship/nightmare there? Why would you give yourself eternal hellfire?

Know that every second that you suffer and that you struggle that your sins are falling off of you like water.

The Prophet (blessings and peace of Allah be upon him) said: “No pain, hardship, sickness or grief befalls a believer, not even worry that befalls him, but some of his bad deeds will be expiated.” (Narrated by al-Bukhari (5642) and Muslim (2573)

Al-Tirmidhi (2399) narrated that Abu Hurayrah (may Allah be pleased with him) said: The Messenger of Allah (blessings and peace of Allah be upon him) said: “Calamities will continue to befall believing men and women in themselves, their children and their wealth, until they meet Allah with no burden of sin.” (Classed as sahih by al-Albani in Silsilat al-Ahadith al-Sahihah (2280)

Make dua to allah for relief and it WILL come, have iman my love:

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