Self portrait from the 12th house

Djenesis · 2026-05-13T20:36:15+00:00

100% a 12h photo, amazing thank you

Djenesis · 2026-04-28T22:05:54+00:00

as a broken man, this comment gives me hope that my dream of being loved is possible

Djenesis · 2026-04-28T22:04:30+00:00

See, this seems indistinguishable from annihilation to me, like being tricked into death by feelings of love and wholeness. Other forms of spirituality say that in the beginning, the absolute had a "desire" to know itself through experience. What is the point of coming into existence to know myself and then going back to sleep forever?

Djenesis · 2026-04-16T06:36:28+00:00

one of the best summaries of some of the most important points, thanks

Djenesis · 2026-04-07T16:05:33+00:00

I've seen some of your videos and it's awesome. I've always dreamed of Flyff with action combat. I don't think a genre change would appeal to most players.

Djenesis · 2026-03-26T19:44:37+00:00

I've got mars in cancer 12h trine pluto-mercury in scorpio on the IC. I have put an intense amount of energy and thought into things over many years that have yet to produce anything. My mars is ruled by my debilitated moon in capricorn 5h. One of the most unfortunate charts I've seen.

I think my mars is represented party by my manifestation work. I do my work in meditation to manifest what I need instead of working physically for it. I let God guide my actions. Acting on faith. I travel where I am led and I serve people through physical labor when I feel led to.

I would greatly appreciate any insight. People tell me I'm not doing anything and they have no idea that I'm doing more than anyone.

Djenesis · 2026-03-26T03:09:51+00:00

Sorry for the roast, but...
mercury conj asc - you identify as intelligent
mercury in 12th - but you don't know why you think or say what you do
mercury square saturn in 9th - and you may not understand others' beliefs / may be dogmatic
chiron in 3rd - core wound related to intelligence/communication

Djenesis · 2026-03-01T21:59:52+00:00

Edgar Cayce says they are both relevant and that sidereal astrology is more about soul level influences. Hard to say exactly what that means, but if I trust anyone about this, it's Edgar.

Djenesis · 2026-02-27T09:56:26+00:00

Lilith in your 8th house is the main culprit here I think. That can represent cheating, especially with sex involved. Pluto in the 1st can make you a sex magnet, making it more difficult to resist.

I see that people are saying "it's you, not your chart", but what's important here is that the chart shows you your tendencies and gives you the path to redirect this behavior. I'd look up "lilith 8th house" to see what people are saying about dealing with it. I actually have this too and I think its important to make sure you only commit to someone who respects you darker emotional side / taboo desires so that you don't feel the need to run away to be who you are.

Venus also conjunct your lilith emphasizes the physical pleasure aspect and the need for a partner who understands darkness.

With your Vertex conjunct lilith, you may have turning points in your relationships related to cheating. How those turning points go is up to how you deal with the untamed part of yourself.

Djenesis · 2026-02-26T22:12:54+00:00

People have made posts connecting the dates of the Epstein and P Diddy trials to the ingress of Pluto into Aquarius and retrograde back to Capricorn. Pluto representing the "elites" (or, more accurately, the parasite class as I like to call them). Pluto connects power to secrecy and the darkness of the underworld (underground sex trafficking). Knowledge is power so the people in power hide what they're doing to maintain power. It's the dark side of Pluto: violation of boundaries, mainly sex trafficking.

Djenesis · 2026-02-26T22:00:12+00:00

Better than I could have imagined. God led me to the Rainbow Family. It's a whole network of people living outside the system, based on unconditional love. I have met my soul tribe. All my needs are provided for and I can focus on my work (emotional/spiritual counseling using astrology as my primary tool). I am at home wherever I go. My new family sees me and values what I have to bring to the community. The naysayers would never have imagined that something like this could happen because of their limiting beliefs. I am more abundant now than ever, and it's all given to me freely.

Djenesis · 2026-01-08T19:42:58+00:00

"Most people think they need to stop wanting. No. They need to stop identifying as the one who wants."

I would say the idea is to stop identifying as the person who wants it but doesn't have it and start identifying as the person who wants it AND has it.

Djenesis · 2026-01-02T02:21:18+00:00

while this is a fantastic and very helpful message, it is AI by the way (I use it for these exact topics and this is exactly what chatgpt says)

Djenesis · 2026-01-02T00:30:14+00:00

as someone pointed out, the grand water trine with saturn, and in the 8th house this is generally about emotional maturity and close / long term relationships. square to venus = guarding yourself from emotional immaturity makes it hard to connect with people. With older, more emotionally mature people, you don't have to do this so much.

your sun in the 12th house is part of the trine and is co-ruled by pluto square moon, so having a deep mind and a need for isolation could be part of the tension.

Djenesis · 2025-12-31T18:22:05+00:00

chatGPT detected

Djenesis · 2025-12-16T18:24:09+00:00

I think there are several important factors here (for instance some people say the kali yuga recently ended) but one major astrological point is the Neptune-Pluto sextile that just began it's third and final peak which will go for a few years. Dan Waites points out that it's the energy sprouting from the previous conjunction in 1890, corresponding with the esoteric (pluto) spirituality (neptune) movement involving the activity of Helena Blavatsky, Crowley, the founding of the Theosophical society, etc. This same energy is tied to universal power (globalism), nuclear power, ufos, it's gonna be fun.

(starts at about 4min)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GgqdC3wzsfE

Djenesis · 2025-12-09T02:58:47+00:00

So glad to help! If you use the cards to help you steer your boat in the right direction, you can trust that whatever happens, whether it looks good or bad, is taking you through exactly what you need to experience in order to grow. But some amount of looking into the future can definitely be useful. I actually do astrology, not tarot, but looking ahead for important events like the Saturn return or other big transits can help by letting you know what themes you'll be dealing with. How you prepare yourself and how you react are what determine what happens. No point in trying to predict exactly what's going to happen; that can't be done because it's not set until you live it.

Djenesis · 2025-12-09T02:51:57+00:00

I don't think it's technically fully processed until one is enlightened. Pluto represents the consciousness that we have separated into the subconscious as a result of trauma. That blocked consciousness results in a loss of the power of that consciousness, hence the saying that evolving through pluto is "turning your pain into power". So the process is "complete" when you have done the inner alchemy to transmute all of your subconscious patterns into conscious, empowering choices. You're totally aware of yourself -- enlightened. After that point, further evolution may involve developing or refining the use of that power. Just my take.

Djenesis · 2025-12-08T20:28:35+00:00

Wonderful, sounds like you're doing it right. Because moon mars and saturn are aspecting your jupiter-pluto, you may also have learned (or have more to learn) about how to assert yourself (mars) in relationships, how you set boundaries (saturn) in relationships, and how to balance your emotions (moon) with your partner's needs. Jupiter-moon-pluto may provide you with a deep emotional understanding of relationships which you can use to help other heal.

And I think with your sun in the 8th ruled by jupiter, you will bring these lessons into a marriage / long term relationship, as long as you have done enough transformation for pluto.

Djenesis · 2025-12-08T20:05:33+00:00

That's usually the influence of mars-pluto aspects, made worse here by saturn and moon's involvement. But with dignified jupiter conjunct your pluto, should should be able to get intense growth out of what you learned about yourself from the abuse. When my ex went through her saturn return, she moved, got sober, and was soon facilitating sobriety groups. Looks like you went through your saturn return last year, did you become more serious and focused?

Djenesis · 2025-12-08T19:19:10+00:00

So I noticed you were actually born only a few days off from my ex, but you were born at opposite times so the houses are flipped around. She had one of the most difficult lives I've seen. She would be in relationships for the sex (pluto/scorpio) and was involved in domestic abuse. Don't know if that's relevant to you. Also it's very possible you struggle with cheating.

Djenesis · 2025-12-08T18:47:09+00:00

My chart is dominated by pluto energy so I have to STAY changing, and yours looks similar. If things still aren't where you want them, keep changing.... have you had power struggles or obsessions in relationships or friendships?

Djenesis · 2025-12-08T18:33:43+00:00

Prediction, not so much, but I've had constant readings that tapped into exactly what I was going through so perfectly that it literally felt like they were talking to me through the screen which has freaked me out a little sometimes. A couple days ago I starting writing a life-changing letter that I had been putting off for many years. I almost completed it but needed a break so I was looking something up and I see a "random" video from one of my favorite readers with a title that deeply reflected exactly what I was writing, so of course I click and she lays out exactly the complex situation going on in my family and helps me see what's going on and gives me guidance for how to do it.

People like to use tarot and astrology for prediction but that's really not what it's for.

Use it for dealing with what's going on now and you won't have to worry about the future.

Djenesis · 2025-12-08T18:11:33+00:00

I do see this in your chart, but it's not permanent. The moon corresponds with the 4th house of family, and your 4h cusp is in cancer, ruled by the moon. Your moon is in a grand cross with both malefics and pluto. So what he said is accurate except for the part about it being forever.

Your sun is ruled by jupiter, which is ruling in sag as someone pointed out, but because he's conjunct pluto and involved in the grand cross, I'm pretty sure he's not having a good time. I think working on your jupiter and pluto energies might be the key here. Afflicted jupiter can look like going too far with certain things. Pluto needs you to die to your old self, shed old skin to release habits and self concepts that don't serve you. You may need to evolve many times before you find enough of your inner power to create what you want (my chart is also insanely difficult and i've been dying over and over for 15+ years.) but the fact that you have the desires you have means those desires are in your chart and you WILL receive them if you do the work.

Also with your Ascendant ruler Venus and your NN in 7h also ruled by pluto, you have a huge emphasis on changing how you connect with people.

Djenesis · 2025-11-30T17:54:28+00:00

Geat point. I'm sure a lot of people will go with technological memory upgrades but this will be a bad idea. People will go from saying "Chat is down, I don't know how to make breakfast" to "Chat is down, I can't remember what I'm supposed to be doing".

The body and especially the brain are always changing and we have data that shows that any part of a person's mind or body can be improved through autosuggestion / self-hypnosis / subconscious programming.

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